SHOPAHOLIC ON THE LOOSE!

assalam and whadduuuuuuuuppp!!

i am currently in KL. putrajaya to be exact.

mama is attending a course in bangi.

we're staying at MARIOTT which is one cool hotel!

since it's a idk-how-many stars hotel, so all guests are treated like a boss!!

ME GUSTA!

so last tuesday, my mum was at her course, so my brother and i decided to hang out at KLCC.

actually, i was the one who decided to hang out at KLCC.

hahah! bukan pa, i janji with nohfee to meet her there.

something to share..

it was my first time meeting nohfee.. ;D

we know each other from some mrsm community page,

then we connect through friendster, facebook and twitter!

how cool is that!

she's super tall, and i know she's super talkative.

she didnt talk much during our meeting well maybe bcos it's our first meeting.

so it is kinda awkward. i guess.

but i dont mind.. i still find it cool. ;D

hope to see her again some day..

while i was there, anis and kak fatin called and wanted to meet me.

so i asked them to come.

and so we did the crazy things together.. weeee!

by 5pm, they needed to go back.

you know how KL is with the traffic jam and all.

sigh~

so i was left alone for i have 3 more hours till the shuttle come.

what else to do in a huge shopping mall???

SHOPPING!!

i know i know..

KLCC is like a shopping heaven for rich peeps.

yeaaaah..

me no rich..

so i head to vincci and isetan only..

hey, not bad what?!

i bought a pair of cute pump shoes, 2 new  tshirts, and a new purse.. 

it's kinda lonely shopping alone, but what to do?

if it wasnt bcos of my soar feet, i would've shop more.

hehe~

toodles! ^^

p/s: my result is out. but it's not complete yet. syafiq hasn't update. so my current gpa is 3.19..alhamdulillah~

p/p/s: however syafiq uploaded ze marks in morpheus, and i get B+ for discrete maths. after claculating it by myself, which i hope is correct. it's 3.74!! i hope i calculate it right.. now lets just wait for syafiq.. *waiting is killing*

#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

assalam & whaddup!

this is a random post.
i was just finish watching GOSSIP GIRL, watching penn badgely in action.
HE IS DAMN HOT!
what i wanna say is that I WANT A BOYFRIEND JUST LIKE DAN HUMHPREYS!
he's smart, sarcastic in a good way,
 has sense of humor, HOT, a family guy, loves his sister (and the girlfriend),
protective,
 look very innocent but actually a bad guy deep inside.
even though he's not from a wealthy family, but he's everything that a girl ever wanted! at least i do. :)
oh2! most important, HE SPEAKS FLUENT ENGLISH! duh~

please oh please my future boyfriend/husband be like DAN HUMPHREY!
not that i'm being picky but someone like him would be nice.
if that's possible.
#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

ok random bye!

p/s: what you did to Serena in episode 35 season 2 is UNACCEPTABLE! c'mon, RACHEL CARR???? she's a bitch. and future BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND, please dont do that.

I WANT A SONY MP3!

assalam & whadduuuuup!

today my mood swings weirdly..
 this morning it wasn't so good, then all of a sudden, i go hyperr!
hahahaha..
everyday i go hyper..
 amirul cakap mcm kanak2 ribena..
 LOL

anywayyyyysss..
today result PMR keluaaaaarrr!
 congratss to adik amy, adiK nasrullah, esyam, alisha and syed!
 yerrrr... straight a's ehh.. wewiiit!

teringat 4 years ago PMR 2007..
bukan nak sombong but then i actually expected my result.. hehe
cos the questions are damn easy baah.. wait, except for sejarah..
yesss.. i thought i'm not gonna score for sejarah but i did.. *huge grin*

as typiical malasyain students,malam before result keluar memang tak tido.
then the next day, i actually went to take my result with my parentss..
they insisted on coming with me and guess what?
we arrived there one hour earlier.. =,,=

i wasnt the one who's super excited.
my mom was cool.
but MY DAD was superrrrrr anxious.
memang typical my dad laaa..

i was actually anxious before nisa called me.
thanks for spoiling the surprise kojen.. =,,=
i was still in the car when i got the news.
i didn't tell my parents.
just let it be a surprise for em.

5 mins before 10, udak called my mom.
she thought i already got the result.
soshe told my mom.
and they hugged me.
my dad cried.
yesss... MY DAD.

i still remember the deal.
if i get straight a's, i want the sony mp3.
so of course la i got what i earned for.
*HUGE GRIN*

tp the mp3 dah rosa sebab masuk dalam washing machine dobi kt mrsm..
=,,=

ok bye!

#RANDOM

assalam & whaddup peepss!

ok hari tok saya rasa emo sikit.. first day period kali. jadi saya nak besadu lah.. jap, asla mpuan period jak emo oo?? nang mainan psychology.. SOOOOMUA nya cognitive process.. oops! revision ndah saya tekk..

ok lahh.. cmtok bah cerita nyaa.. kinek tok saya tengah boring.. sorang2 dalam bilit amy.. xda ngan beloyar.. jado saya beloyar kedirik lah ngan lappy hoo.. tapi ya bukan main story saya.. hoho.. bebelit jak nak sampe ke cerita.. lommmm.. malam ari jahh..

ok2.. saya tok di kelas, bekawanlah dengan cinone.. nang dari dolok gik kawan saya cinone.. dari matrik laa.. mrsm dolok neda rami cinone.. mula2 kamek urang bertiga oo.. sampe la ada conflict ngan sorang tok.. kita tunggah nya C++ la hoo.. ad la conflict nya tek.. pnjang gilak nak d ceritaaaaaa... so now, tinggal kamek berduak jaakkk.. nak kawan mek sorang tok nama nya amoi (bukan nama sebenar). si amoi tok tek nang anti menaa lah dengan C++ ya tekk.. kamek?? hmmm..

kamek sebenarnya cam kesian ngan C++. cam kinek nya slalu sorang2 bahh.. then raaaami duhal urang x suka ngannya.. apa2 nya polah semua dah x betul kinek.. taaaaapiiiii.. nya ya pun sorang.. gedik x bertempat baahhh.. taaaapiiii kali nang perange nya kedak yaaa? nang xpat diubah gik kali??

ahhh! kamek pun xtauk nak padah camne tapi cam bila sidak make fun of nya, i will feel kinda bad for her.. kesian la jwak tangga nyaa.. taaaaapiiiii... ehh.. xla pande ku nak madah kedak ne ehh..  yang dapat ku nak pdah just that ku kesian jak lah ngannya.. kali cam aku bait gilak ngan urang kali.. i still tegur her laa.. like "hi", "good morning" . tapi not as close as before laa.. urang selalu tanyak pahal kamek 3 x sama gik.. and my answer is always "entah".

okay.. pahal aku x teman jak nya oo?? ntahlaa.. macam xapt klik jak.. hmmm.. ya jak la tekk.. cam mun urang xtauk cerita mesti urang xphm.. tapi mun urang tauk kesah pun phm kaa?? hahaha.. xpala.. xkesaaahh.. nak bloyar sorang2 jak tok.. hmm..

ya jak lah nak d susei saya tekk.. angol palak ku miker.. cam x penting pun nak d piker oo?? pa jak laa.. =,,=

p/s: period cramp sakit!! =,,=

NEK US & THE BLOODY LONG-HAIRED, NO FACE GHOST

assalam & whaddup peeps!!^^

ok, before i proceed with revision for the night (yesssss... final nak dekat daaaahhh)

i have a story to share. a spooky, eerie, scary funny story.. hoho

on my way back yesterday, my cuzzy told me a story of my grandpa and the ghost of the bus stop. LOL

before that, i'm sorry cos i am very bad at creating a spooky horror effects for the pleasure of ur reading. o it might not sound THAT spooky to you.  and plus, this is my version of the story and i heard it from a second person so if u wanna know more, ask my grandpa laaa... 

so here goes.

one night, nek us (my grandpa) was driving his purple van.

he doesn't really go out at night with his van. so this is kinda weird.. 

anywayyyysss, further ahead, he saw someone at the bus stop waving at him.

this is how he described "it" (to my cousins and auntie): long hair, bloody, no face.

OBVIOUSLY that's not a person. 

guess what my beloved grandpa did??

YESSSS.. gave "it" a ride. =,,=

so "IT" sat at the back. 

nek us didn't speak to "it" in the van but instead, he gave "it" money! LOL!

seriously nek us??? hahahahahaahahahahah!

then nek us sent "it" to NORMAH specialist. he left "it" at the emergency entrance, and left.

so of course la no blood stain at the backseat of the van kaaann.. aiyooooo..

nek us went back home an told everybody the story. 

NOPE.

he's not scared at all.

i know there's something fishy and eerie about the van. =,,=

buut nek us is one brave GRANDPA and i am proud of him.

even though sometimes he'll get cranky without reasons.

well, he's 80++ what do you expect???

aite peeps! gotta get back to my work! finals in two weeks time!

adios muchachos!

don't let the mystery haunts youuuuu~~

LOL!

p/s: i will never come near the purple van ever again. EVER.

"pengilan" rumah swee kang.. LOL

assalam & whaddup peepssss!

today i recieved a text from syaza and so the conversation goes something like this:

syaza: ui. ko d cni?

me: d rmh jah. phl?

syaza: xda. tyk jak. haha 

me: ok. nang random abis kau eh. haha

syaza: haha. sbnrnya ku nk mkn abc kt swee kang. ko spon juh! hehe

me: diat ko~ kn senang mun berterus terang. err.. ju lah! hoho

well yeah something liddat.

so then we went. actually nak ajak liya & muni skali. pick em up at the unimas kuching campus. but then syaza said she needs to fetch her mom from work. so well yeah.. but then when i get into the car, syaza told me to call muni so that we could fetch her & liya. but muni said she's with shane ( dont really knoe how to spell it) at satok. so we just go to satok & didn't fetch liya.. sorry liya.. :(

we did'nt tell muni & shane where we actually heading. we kept them wondering until we reached jalan haji taha. muni just went like "eh, jalan haji taha.." and still doesn't have a clue where actually we were going.. hahah! and so was shane. BOTH of em are seriously funny!

so me & syaza strut to swee kang's house. the funny part was muni and shane walked slowly behind us still wondering where did we bring em! oh wait, that's not it. the funny part was they thought we were bringing em to soome pengilan (kenduri) ! we told em " ya... pengilan rumah cina..." LOL!

turns out, they never been there before. are u kidding me???? swee kang is like the best place to eat ABC &   suntong kangkong!! but apparently shane doesn't like the rojak. :( 

muni, syaza and me.. 3 urang klaka pun
 dah mcm 30 urang. blom gk  with the rest of the gang.
 pecah swee kang kali.. lol

we talked and LOLed like there's no other people there. hahaha.. typical us. oh ya! shane was a lil bit malu so she didn't cakap banyak. except when me & syaza are totally making fun of hmuni & shane. they look so alike! and their personalities.. OMG. nang pnde mun carik kwn.. haha.

next outing: g karok! ahah! smua la urg nk ku ajak g karok.. lommmm..

 (^3^)

aite! gotta chase my nose! hey nose! stop running!

p/s: my face is so dark, but yet my neck is so fair. =,,= 

now i know~~

now i know, who i can work with and who i cannot.
my midsem break is almost PERFECTO. minus the part where i have to finish THE WHOLE GROUP PROJECT ON MY OWN.. THANKS A LOT PEEPS~

THANKS. A. LOT.
=,,=

oh well..
one must not whine.
just look at the bright side: you'll learn from what you've done!
you know what to do and they don't.
i know i gain something. did you?

XOXO

01-11-11

hello whaddup peeps~
assalam..

long time no write bloggy... been so busy maa.. being a uni student.. *hands on shoulder, mata ke atas*
 but u have time for twitter meh? errr... damdidamdidam..

it's just that whenever i click *write new post* all i see is a blank page. no ideas. maybe they jumped into UNIMAS LAKE. LOL

so like as usual, i turned LAPPY on, plugged BERUK in and tweet. i looked at the twitter trending column ( whatever they called it) and then it hits me. REASONS YOU ARE SINGLE.

i don't know if it is normal or not, but at this age, well maybe some say it is still too early, but my ICT lecturer in MATRIX once said, "girls, when you enter university, during your first year of study, YOU MUST start looking for a boyfriend/future husband." oookaaaayyy~ like it is sooooo important.. pffftt.. =,,="

well, it IS kinda suck watching people sitting with the boyfriend, talked bout their boyfriends, boyfriend this boyfriend that. WHY DON'T I HAVE ONE??

i'm not picky. well yes of course us girls like to woe guys like TAYLOR LAUTNER, but guys like him OBVIOUSLY are just illusions. duhhh~
it's just that people never really ask me the question.
when i say question i mean, "WOULD YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?" 
LOL
maybe they did. it's just that i don't really get it.
so please be straight forward to me, kay?

yes. people did confess that they have feelings for me. but i always question myself.
is his feeling real? or is he just fooling around to see whether i'm an easy-to-get girl or not?

how can you say you like me when we just know each other?
maybe i should stop asking questions. =,,='

even if my own friend said that they like me, i still ask the questions. and of course i'll keep it to myself.
cos i know it is gonna be sooo awkward like moving one step away from being friends.
but we know each other well. can't we just ..... ?
it's not i don't like you cos if it's true, i won't be your friends laaa doii..
in that case, you have to convince me real good ok?

oh well.. maybe IT IS too early for me. don't worry fatin. your time'll come soon. SOOOOON. just let time decides.. cewahhh! OR MAYBE this game will help. :)

why my post suddenly macam  luahan hati oo? haha.. who cares.. macam desperate pun ada jwak aku tekk.. LOL

OK! done yapping. gotta study for linguistic tomorrow! adios muchachos!!

P/S: it's 01-11-11, what should i do to remember this date? hmmm...

a holiday i'll never forget: pengalaman salah bantal :-/

woke up at about 3 AM, tried to move my head.
then i felt the painest pain that i had ever felt.
cry is all i could do.

i woke mama up. she asked, "what's he matter dear?"
i couldn't speak for the pain is killing me. but she understands that i'm in pain. MOMs.
she sits beside me, and starts to rub my neck 'cos i was holding my neck showing where the pain was.
she applied a little bit of oil and started to massage it.
it still was painful, but knowing that my mum needs resr for she needed to go to work on the next day, i kept the pain to myself.
i adjusted my sleeping position to reduce the pain.
i was still crying. that's the only way that i could think to endure the pain.

i woke up again at 7 AM. yes. didn't wake up for sahur for i'm not fasting.
still in a lot of pain. i could only cry. only ALLAH knows how much pain i was in.
did the same thing: adjust, and go back to sleep.

woke up at noon. ALHAMDULILLAH. i feel less pain.
but still, couldn't turn my head to the right.

ada petua untuk hilangkan rasa sakit salah bantal:
jemur bantal, then pukul dekat tempat yang sakit.
haven't try it yet.
HOPE IT WORKS.

a holiday i'll never forget: shut up and drive!

my 5 months holiday has nearly come to an end. was it the best holiday ever? did i manage it well? what did i exactly do with it? was it beneficial? am i asking too many questions???

some might say i'm boring. some might say: hey! i did the same thing. some might also say i'm just wasting my holiday. and there's also some who would say: oh.

i say:

BEST HOLIDAY EVER!! though i have to wait like hell for my pspm result and my upu result and my driving permit. =..=

finally, after postponing for about one year. i'm legally a car driver under probation. what an experience. a once an a life time experience. an experience that was never experienced before. why only after year? i started waaayyyy  back before i register for my matriculation program which was in 2010.

theory class: check! table test: check! more theory class: check! hands on driving: FUCK! THAT i have to wait for a loooooooooong time. it sucks man. waiting. supposedly hands on driving everyday. i don't know WHY my instructor couldn't schedule it that way.. so i ended up not getting my license before i went off to LABUAN. =..=

so as soon as i'm done with my matriculation program, i called MR WILLIAM SHUESTER  (my instructor)  scheduling my hands-on driving lesson. 'pay RM40 for your L license renewal' he said. so i my dad paid.

july 11, i sit for my jpj road test. that jpj guy was soo rude. GOSH~ but he was ok towards the end. he let me passed!

me: so should i hand this borang to you?

jpj dude: u keep it lahh.

me: okkkaaayyy. *mirror, gear, lights, wiper check. seat adjust* honk!

jpj dude; starting conversation* whoa~ pnjang na nama kitak. tiga igek eh. DAYANG... NURFATIN.. FARZANA..

me: yalah tek.. ne nak molah dah bapak merik nama panjang..

jpj dude: semua nama pun kitak.. banyak na gak..

me: kitak mok sigek kah? haha~

jpj dude: orang sitok nang rami urang nama dayang oo.. awang sama jwak

me: yalah tek.. dah bapak ny awang, anak ny mestilah dayang.. haha~

jpj dude: .......

me: *accelerating down the slope*

jpj due: oi2.. turun bukit boh laju gilak..

me: aoklaa ooo.. laju jwak kamek turun tekk..

jpj dude:......

hahaha.. aiyooo.. luckily i got 17/20.. PASSED!

dah dapat lesen pun like MAMA would let me drive on my own. =,,=

a holiday i'll never forget: new friends, bestfriends, virtual friends and cousins.

my 5 months holiday has nearly come to an end. was it the best holiday ever? did i mangae it well? what did i exactly do with it? was it beneficial? am i asking too many questions???

some might say i'm boring. some might say: hey! i did the same thing. some might also say i'm just wasting my holiday. and there's also some who would say: oh.

i say:

BEST HOLIDAY EVER!! though i have to wait like hell for my pspm result and my upu result and my driving permit. =..=

meeting new people, making new friends. that's just something that I LOVE! yes. no doubt. that's me. i'm going nowhere with this point. since my cuzzy was here for her internship, i pretty much hang out with her every single day. the last time we hung out was in 2008 which was like 3 years ago. sooo like YEAH. when any of her friends ajak hang out, i'll come along. and now, any of her friends yang buat internship here, are my friends! how cool is THAAAAAT!

they're cool people you know. even though i know them tak sampai pun setahun, we hang out like we know each other for years! good times roll. we karokk, jungle trekking, had lunch, dinner, watch movies, beach-ing you name it. GUYS are very easy to ajak lepak compare to GIRLS. my opinion laa.. maybe cos we're GIRLS. alhamdulillah my parents are cool with whover i hang out with. PARENTS should TRUST their CHILDREN. like mine. (:

tht was while kak hannah was here (my cuzzy). after she done with her internship last july, she had to go back to KL to finish off her motorcycle license. *sigh* no sweat! a few daays after she went back, i followed mama to kuching for she needs to see an orthopaedic regarding her vertebrae. long story short. i took the opportunity to meet my bestfriends! but i manage to meet only one of them. all the others are busy. and my other cousins (nisa and syaza)  whom i haven't see for quite a long time especially nisa who's busy being a doc-to-be in ireland. you go girl!

sigh* back in bintulu again. back to being alone at home. me, tv remote and this lousy laptop. wait a sec. i made new friends with this lousy thing. yes. more new friends. LOVING IT! but of course. i never even met them before. they are super cool people! why? we're off the same age!! if you were born in 1992, join WE ARE 1992 on facebook! that's where i hang out almost everyday.. jokes, useful infos, opinions, we share everything. call me an internet addict. internet freak. i don't care. with them, i don't really feel lonely. no joke. true story. (:

september 6, 2011. unimas, here i come! haven't pack anything yet. hope to meet MORE new friends! duh~ (:

PRE- means BEFORE

PREmenstrual syndrome = physical or emotional symptoms that typically occur about 5 to 11 days before a woman starts her monthly menstrual cycle. The symptoms usually stop when menstruation begins, or shortly thereafter.

The most common physical symptoms include:

•Breast tenderness

•Clumsiness

•Constipation or diarrhea

•Food cravings (all that comes in your head is food food and food)

•Headache

Other symptoms include:

•Confusion

•Difficulty concentrating

•Fatigue

•Feelings of sadness or hopelessness

•Feelings of tension, anxiety, or edginess

•Forgetfulness

•aggressive behavior, with outbursts of anger toward self or others

•Loss of sex drive (may be increased in some women)

•Mood swings

•Sleep problems (sleeping too much or too little)

 

(source: PubMedHealth)

so when you feel pain DURING menstruation at your abdominal part, that pain is not what we call PMS, honey. IT'S what we called as PERIOD PAIN or in other words SENGGUGUT. it has nothing to do with PMS. AT ALL. nama pun PREmenstrual SYNDROME. so it has to occur BEFORE MENSTRUATION.

all this scientific terms is making me head go BOOM!

lets put it this way:

SPM PRE-trial = occurs before the actual SPM TRIAL

hence, PRE-menstrual syndrome = symptoms that occur BEFORE your actual MENSTRUATION.

just something to share so we won;t get it all mixed up. ^^

i'm 19 and i'm NOT the youngest in my family :)

people: how old are you?

me: me? i'm 19 :)

people: oh.. (look surprise) you look..... young

me: haha (awkward laugh)..

people: you must be the youngest in your family then.. or maybe anak tunggal?

me: err.. i'm the eldest. i have a 17-year-old brother.. :)

i don't know why but the two common things that people would ask me is my age and am i the youngest.. errr.. actually i DO know.. =..= it's because of my size. i'm small, petite, short, cute. ^^

they sometimes compare me to my brother (he looks more like my abang than my adik)..

people: (referring to my bro) so, form berapa?

bro: form 5

people: (now referring to me) oohhh.. so this one is in form 3?

me: err.. i'm the eldest.. i'm 19. :)

people: oh.. kakak lagi kecik dari adik.. hahaha

and my brother will od the double jerk eyebrow EVERYTIME..

whatever.. makes me feel young EVERYDAY! ^^ small is cute!

TAILOR TAYLOR :)

sent my kain to the tailor last month to be made  into baju kurung..

madam said, "ambil hujung bulan nanti."

came back as told, but the baju kurung belum siap.

went there again last saturday,

showed the reciept,

should be done for its already month.

nope. we have to help the tailor search for our own baju kurung which was nowhere to be seen.

how can you find anything in a place soooo big, yet soooo messy.

kainss everywhere.

madam said, "call me on monday. we try to find your baju first oo."

as a muslim on ramadhan, patience is needed.

called them today.

whatta you know.. the kainss are still kainss.. belum jadi baju punn.. =..=

mama said, "i don't care how you do it, but i want it by this saturday. we're going off next week."

2 baju kurungss and a baju melayu.

i pray that you can make it by saturday madam. :)

P/S: 11 more days to go!! woohoo~~

my loneliness is killing me~

some might say that i'm weird, a freak. i say: THAT'S JUST WHO I AM.

tell me, do you like feeling lonely? the times when you feel empty in the inside, and there's no one around to entertain you.. the times when you feel like jumpinng up and down, banging your head to the wall, stomping your feet until the ground cracks, screaming on top of your lungs unitl you can't scream no more. the times when all there's left around you is TV, your guitar (which you don't even know how to play it and why the fuck do you have it in the first place), your laptop and voice inside your head telling you to do stuffs.. I DON'T LIKE THAT KINDA FEELING. wait.. lemme try that again.. I HATE THAT FEELING.

however, that's just how i felt for the past few weeks after my cousin went back to KL after her 8 months internship here, and after i went to KUCHING accompanying my mum to see an orthopaedic regardng her vertebrae. aaahh... how i want to go back to that time even though it was just a few weeks back. haha

now i'm back at home.. "my loneliness is killing me" as what my old friend britney says. SLOWLY. the only way to not feel lonely is to have my friends around. VIRTUALLY. as in FACEBOOK. yes. FACEBOOK has kept me un-'lonely' at home. i enjoy chatting with my friends online. they kinda entertain me. not only my closest friends, but some new friends i met, which i barely know. we never even met face to face, but we manage to get along very well. haha.. maybe that's just why i always hangout with them. i dont care if they say i'm the"group keeper" or something. i just enjoy myself there. THEY ROCK! haha

and guess what? they were all born in 1992! HOW COOL IS THAAAAT?! hahaha.. only them, yes them who make my day fun! ^^

can't wait to go back to kuching for raya!! 15 more days left.. KUCHING, HERE I COME!! :)

SOAPS, MOVIES, MALAYS & RISKS

dear malaysian producers,

i'm begging you to please oh please with a cherry on top to stop producing too many soaps. errr.. what i meant was soap operas.. sheesh.. ALL those soaps are just DEVLIN  (learnt from a blog  i read.. hehe), full of shit, crap and yang sewaktu dengannya.. oh come on la peeps.. each and every scene nak nangis? are you kidding me? and those actors and actresses, don't you feel ashame crying on national tv? dahla the soaps CONFIRM tunjuk the characters sakit tenat, and the almost dying face. then, yang lagi tak logik when A was informed by the hospital that B was admitted and A would cry an ocean padahal B was admitted because accident masuk longkang je kott.. =..=

not only those crappy crying scene in soaps, but also the so-called comedy drama - halimah jongang, fatimah juling etc. fyi, halimah and fatimah are both my aunts. neither of them are jongang or juling. not that i'm furious 'cause they use my aunts' name its just that  i thought comedy dramas are suppose to be FUNNY. unfortunately, i didnt laugh. =..=

AND the movies pulak, dah macam trend pulak. love story > horror. grrrr.. tarak idea mau bikin cerita lain ka kawan? aiyooo.. what? cicak man?? bullshit. konon buat movie CGI laa.. *yawn* OH, TERINGAT ONE STORY. my cousin went out with her friend one day. the friend got a cousin that lives in GERMANY. so the friend pun tunjuk la our "movies" to the GERMANS. you know what they say?

"oh, cool (wait for it) school project.."

BIG LOL! school project?? adoiiii~

errr.. talking nasty things about our local movies doesn't mean that i hate them.. i watched local movies too you know. just not a big fan.. international movies have their own cliches too like no matther what movie it is - horror, comedy, thriller, romance lagi laa - there's ALWAYS the kissing-make-out scene. they just like to cuddle with each other i guess. LOL.

based on my observation (and my cousin too) WE, MALAYSIAN or should i say MALAYS are just afraid to take risk. we like to see others taking the risk first, then if it succeds, we follow. if we continue on doing that, how can we be like JAPAN? are we gonna be the FOREVER-DEVELOPING COUNTRY? are we just gonna be a follower rather than to be followed?

IT IS ALL UP TO US, THE YOUTH OF THE NATION, TO DECIDE. cewahh!! ^^

-errkk. i though this was suppose to refer to malaysian producers? oh well. whatev~

P/S: i just don/t understand why my friends come to me for love advices. like i have ALL the experience WHICH i have 0 of em.. =..= i just love my friends i guess.. *wink*

ceritera bukak puasa

alhadulillah~ kenyang i bukak puasa. mi goreng + old town milk tea = cukup ah..

sambil bukak posa, mama and i tengok tv. MAMA & ME. ONLY. cerita melayu. urgh! typical malay drama. nangis-nangis, sedih-sedih, sakit-sakit. DIE. i know, tv akan main cerita-cerita like this SEPANJANG BULAN NI. grrrr..

BULETIN UTAMA pukul 8, keluar pulak cerita orang susah yang perlukan bantuan right here in BINTULU.. huh?? tak pernah tau punnnn..

kat fesbuk people keep updating bout their first day of puasa...

"awww... tahun ni puasa kat tmpat org.. isk3.."

"rindulah nak puasa ngan mama, papa, adik, along, angah, achik, wan, opah bagai... :( "

"yeyeyeeyeye!! puasa kt rumah!!"

as for me?? i know that berpuasa with family best gila, seronok sampai nak melompat-lompat sampai langit ke-16.. eksejeret cerita.. well, i'm not saying that I DON'T LIKE berpuasa kat rumah, its just that I PREFER puasa with my friends.. puasa kat rumha sunyi doe.. :(

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dulu-dulu, bulan puasa falls on school holiday.. so last time, school holiday je, i'll go back to KUCHING.. fun jugak laa.. NEK NI  masak feveret food bagai.. YOK will always ask: "what do you want for sahur?" puasa with cousins.. main mercun, bunga api bagai.. pergh! bab bangun sahur toksah cerita laa.. payah bebenau! kesian YOK..

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FORM 1 til FORM 5, i puasa kat sekolah.. sekolah boarding kaaaaaann.. environment puasa mmg totally different laa.. different in a good way.. ME LIKE! bukak puasa ramai-ramai kat DEWAN SELERA (DS) with seniors and juniors.. then ramai-ramai gi surau solat jemaah sama-sama.. time bukak puasa paling best is during FORM 5.. senior la konon.. hikhik.. tahun-tahun before, masalah tak cukup tempat time bukak puasa amat serious sekali.. samapi we have to tapau the food and bukak kat hostel.. :(

so, time form 5 tu, there's an extra tent pasang kat DS.. dari first day puasa, until the last day, me and gang already book the place.. wahhh! konon dah sign contract bagai laa.. LOLS.. tapi there were times yang ktorg lmbat reserve and orang lain dah ambik port tu.. WHATEVER.. ktorg senior cool. xde nye nak gaduh-gaduh sume pasal tmpat duduk kt DS.. tak macam senior tahun before.. ooops! cerita lama wehhh... *zip*

basically, everyday la ktorang bukak kt situ.. juniors pun dah tau sangat dah kakakss and abangss yang sit at that table.. so one day, dekat nak ujung-ujung puasa tak silap, ktorang 'perang' ngan geng besar batch ktorang laa... that time bongok lagii.. bnde kecik pun nak gaduh.. sengal bebenau... actually kes salah faham doe.. adala 2 of my galss yang sedang borak-borak sambil tengok-tengok and gelak-gelak.. ke arah gang besar batch ktorang tu.. actually they were not - repeat - WERE NOT staring at them.. we galss like to LOLSS.. tapi serious masa to mmg bukan gelak kat diorg.. tapi akibat salah faham, that night after terawih.. some of THE BOYS mengamuk kat kelas time prep...

 he went to every class searching for us.. that night, i lepak with ROZA at her class (kelas B)..  we could hear the chaos yang sedang happen kat kelas F.. F> E>D>C and B......

BOY: (shouting at me) ap yang ko x puas ati kat aku huh???!!
ME: (was sitting dekat pintu, which is close to him) KO PAHAL??!!
 BOY: (tendang pintu then left)
ME: wadefuuuukkkk???!

homaigodd.. mau tak cuak gua kena tengking budak laki.. nasib baik i have a loud voice.. hehe.. a ource from that class said, the scene happened that night was superrrrr funny cause my voice was superrrrrrr louder rrrr than the BOY'S voice.. LOLSSS!!

actually kannn, ktorang mmg pernah akit hati pun kat diorg tu.. tapi satu hari tu je la kottt.. after that ktorang bwt besa je... mekdono jee.. it was the day that diorg g baling mercun time orang tengah bukak puasa.. baling kat meja org plak tuh... orang nak bukak puasa dengan aman doe~

haiyaaaa.. small matter je kott.. itu pun mau gaduh kaaa??  dasar budak xtau pape.. zaman jahiliyah orang cakap..

but then, moment like that laa that i missed sooo damn fucking much.. where got gaduh-gaduh tengking-tengking time bukak puasa kat rumah kannnn~~?? oh yaaaaa... time bukak puasa kat sekolah, time tu lah ktorang borak-borak, share-share food, LOL-ingss... hmmmm.. how i missed that moment... :'(

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tak bukak lagi cerita bukak puasa kat matrik last year.. hahaha.. pun bestttt.. time bukak puasa, jangan harap laa nak tengok kafe bukak.. bazaar ramadhan la jawab ny.. kat bazaar tu, best woo usha mamat-mamat alim, siap berkopiah kain plekat bagai keluar dari surau.. tak pun, duk bertenggek kat tngga surau.. kejadah... hehe.. then, plastik kat tangan bukan nak satu je, mau smpai 5-6 gak ah.. paling best, air tebu hari-hari beb~ pergh!! peberet doe~

kat my college, there's this peraturan that forbid guys to be at girls' cafe after 6 and vice versa.. but then, the bazaar is very the dekat with girls' cafe.. so diorg amik senang, port je laa kt our cafe.. yang brbuka ngan awekss lain plak ceritaa.. everyday, MR MEGAT confirm ronda-ronda.. hari-hari ktorg tgk guys kena tengking laa, tarik telinga laa.. hahaha..

paling besttt, ktorg bukak puasa dalam gelap with no kipas.. mengong kann?? we just dunno why diorang tanak bukak.. still a mystery until now.. hmmm..

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today, first day bukak puasa kat rumah.. MAMA & ME ONLY. sunyi gilaaa.. tapi agak lama dah x bukak with mama.. :)


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asal masuk bulan puasa je, i'll miss me galss.. :(

waiting is killing >:(

dear children of ADAM and EVE.. 60 seconds a minute, 60 minutes an hour, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and so on.. is it not enough for you?? time flies, we run.. we have to catch up.. if you make people for you, it aint cool.. they have other stuff to do.. respect others.. wait for them and DONT let them wait for you (even though you still think that WAITING IS KILLING).. aint cool peeps.. aint cool.. put yourself in their shoes.. how would you feel??