cute and curly teehee~~

walking back to my room,
planning to continue my work after zohor.
encounter a lot of people i know who seems to vlock my way cos i didnt notice them for i'm busy replying my text. and i was like OH HI!!

as i reached my apartment, evelyne said there's no electricity. DAMN!
so i decided to sleep hoping that when i wake up, there's electricity.

BUT NOOOOO~~
i was so pissed. so i packed my things and text amy that i'm going to her place. sleeping over.
and masa ya juak laa ada urang nak mintak tulong aku tek nakk.. yahhh..
a friend of mine who name would not be mentioned asked me to go to sakura college WHICH is across the bridge.. dah la aku tek kepanasan nisik ada karan nakk.. di suroh gik bejalan ke sinun. nak ka moha nyawa kuuu~
i asked her to come here and pick up the kunci from me. your thing is with me, you want it, you get it yourseelf!

BUT NOOO~~
i think too much about people. i need to stop that. urgh! so i asked her to wait at the bridge.
on my way, i encountered a couple of strangers. one creepy one and athe other one is cute! hahaha LOL

the creepy one was like: dik dik dik.. cik adik.. nak g mkn ke?
and i was like: tak.. nak g jumpe orang.. (what the...? )
and he went again like: oh.. ok.

while the cute one was soo nice to me. i met him on my way back from the bridge. why is he cute? he has curly hair!! and tall! and he seems like rich.. teehee~~
he was jogging behind me and like running very fast, passing by me and go like: go go go go keep it up! sikit lagi!
and i was like: ...........
then he walked after crossing the road and my turn to run crossing the road. then i managed to walk pass him (and his friend). and he went  again: ok! good good good.. awak dah kurus dah..
me: errr... thanks?
cute curly: eh? nape tak pakai kasut? tak joging ke?
me: oh tak.. g jumpe orang..
cute curly: oh.. sayang laa.. body cantik macam awak tak g joging.
me: eh?? mane ad.. (nasib ko kiut tek nakk.. yyaaahh)
cute curly: (talking to his friend).. mane ada ak ngorat.. saya tak ngorat awak kan?
me: huh? ye2 .. tak.. :) (mun ko ngancin ku tek nakpa jak salah nak?? teehee~)
cute curly: haa.. tengok.. dia cool je..
me: ..........

then i met that creepy one again and he was like: dik dik dik cik adik.. first year ke?
i went like: aah. first year
he asked: orang mane?
i replied with a smile: orang sarawak. from kuching.
him: ohh..
aku tek nyaut jwak tek oo.. hahahaha

then i went back to amy's room. recieved a text from my roommate saying that the electricity is on. she begged me to come back. but i'm so damn lazy~ lalalala
then amy, alin and i went to the cafe for dinner. people like appear out of nowhere and the cafe seems pack with humans. where to sit??
after waiting for HALF AN HOUR, we managed to find a table. ALHAMDULILLAH~
and guess what, today is FARZDAY!! abang manis is at the cafe!! hihihihhi~ green tshirt with kain pelikat. awww~ now i know when's he having his dinner.. teehee~~

i'm still at amy's room. refuse to go back. sorry kak fatin! =..=

P/S : since i masuk unimas, my post macam more to guys nak oo?? kenj ku jwakk.. skatii~ cam ko x tek nakk?? yahhh.. :P

aint no money for food.. XD

i declare today as FARZDAY!! hihihihhihi~~

i forgot to ask pocket money from my aunty last weekend so im left with my raya angpau money WHICH there are not much left. so i decided to go to the atm at bhep after class today. quite a long queue. but i managed to be patient though YEAA~ waiting is killing.

one after another. i saw their disappointed face after dealing with the machine. i dont care. who knows fate might be on my side. LOL. slot in my atm card > chose english > pin number > balance inquiry > REJECTED,

what the.... ?

so i tried again. slot in > english > pin number > balance inquiry > REJECTED.

fuck! how am i suppose to eat??? i'm only left with RM1 note in my wally.. shit!! its only tuesday!! i have like a few more days to survive without food!! maaaaann~

as i was walking and cursing in my head and thinking how am i gonna survive without meal and replying my text, i saw somebody from afar, green tshirt ( i was wearing green tshirt too!) and a red bag.. he was talking to his friend! and i was like teeheee~~ wait ithink i'm gonna call him McSweety.. teehee~~

i smiled all the way to the cafe to meet up with fui man and caroline. thinking of him makes my money problem go bye2.. teehee~~

and when  i reached the cafe:
fui man: go buy your food.
me: (still smiling). aint no money.. XD
fui man: i thought you went to the atm?
me: yup. aint no money. XD
caroline: no money but you can still smile?
me: teehee~~ i saw my McSweety.. we are wearing green together.. XD
fui man: aiyaa.. nah use my money. so now you owe me RM16.
me: eh?? alaaa.. malu laa.. i owe you so many already.
fui man: alaa.. just take it laa.. you pay back later.
me: awww.. xie xie ni~

so i was left with only 10 rgt for this week i hope the atm can be used tomorrow.. tomorrow is wednesday! teehee~~

oh yaaa.. on the way back after dinner with amy and alin, i saw his poster. RUNNING FOR MAJLIS TERTINGGI JPK BRC.. awwwww... VOTE!! feel like taking the poster off and paste it in my room.. teehee~~ and i figured that last saturday was his birthday.. awww... i'm such a stalker right?? i know.. like i care.. teehee~~



so that's today's highlight! ^^

P/S: i love my new bestfriends! super cool super funny!! we're not racist!!

my one and only brother

i was having breakfast with my housemate this morning. "ding dong" goes my text alert. its from mama. she forwarded a text form my brother who is currently preparing for his SPM exam. and they held a MAJLIS RESTU  last week which my parents couldnt attend under certain reasons. so it goes:

in the hall filled with parents, i was given support by total strangers. it felt really good but then as i exit the hall, my heart broke, tears started rolling down my face, seeing all the students with their parents. i couldnt help but to feel sad and lonely, just sitting in front of the hall, waiting for something that will never be, hoping that somehow my parents would just walk out of the hall and give me a hug, the ugly truth showed up when the hall became completely empty, my tears burst longing for my parents love, i was crying alone....

this is my reply to him:

dear my one and only brother,
what kinda LOVE from mama and ayah are you longing for? they gave us all the love they have and probably the love which is not even theirs to us. its not their fault that they couldnt come to your majlis restu. mama is working extra hours just so we could live a happy and comfy life. i know you were just feeling lonely and maybe a little bit of jealous seeing all your friends' parents coming for the majlis restu. been there done that. just so you know, we all support you from afar. i know and i believe that you could do your very best in your upcoming exam. in my experience, its kinda too late to do your revision. what's important at this crucial time is to seek for ALLAH's help of course and not to forget blessings from mama and ayah and just pray for the best. trust me, if your niat is good, everything'll turn out great. you'll excel with flying colours. fyi, mama was really touched reading your text and ayah wanted to drive to betong to see you. i wish i could tell you this in person, but i know how you would react and that'll stress you out. so i decided to keep it to myself and post it in my blog. maybe someday when you know about my blog, you'll read it. you know I LOVE YOU even though I NEVER show it to you. believe it or not. your my one and only sibling and without you, i might be lonely. just so you know, my tears are rolling down my face as i typed this. :')


LOVE,
kakak. <3