LOCK ME UP

Lock me up
In a dark empty room
So i could just sit there
Lurking
Weeping
Screaming
For days
Maybe weeks
Or months
An eternity even
Will get better eventually
And be normal again.
Don't even know what normal is anymore.

THEY'RE ALL WE HAVE

We age every second every day every year,

Nobody's getting any younger,

especially them.

Them who?

Whom made us happen.

Whom heard our first cry.

Whom drew the first dots on our canvas of life

Whom taught us what's right and what's wrong

Whom love us unconditionally

They'll take us to the doctor when we get sick

They'll kiss our booboo when we fell down

They'll cook when we say we're hungry

They'll tell us the sun will always shine after rain

They'll get us the umbrella if the storm continues

Now it's our turn

Are we ready?

Well, we should be.

They're all we have

They're not getting any younger.

I can't imagine my life without them

I don't even want to imagine.

May God give them good health, a long life and safe from any sorts of evil

May God have mercy upon them as they did care for us when we were little

Amin.

THOUGHTS OF A FOOL WHO WANNA RUN AWAY FROM ADULTHOOD

Sometimes I just dont feel like waking up from my sleep,
so i dont have to deal with shits adult do
No drama, No responsibilities, No nothing.
Just me, my bed and my empty mind.

Sometimes I wish I have amnesia,
so I can live a new life.
Forget my past, live the present and anticipate the future.
- or at least pretend that I have one.

Sometimes I wish aliens abduct me,
because being kidnapped by a human being is too scary,
like they might do things to me.
Aliens couldve just zap my brain and replace it with a different one
I dont know.

Sometimes I imagine myself getting involve in a car crash,
with a broken limb (either hand or leg - please not both),
and hospitalised for months,
just so I could at least have a legit reason to procrastinate.

Sometimes I even imagine myself in a plane crash,
stranded on a deserted island, where lived an unknown tribe.
I could live with them and start a new life,
No adulthood shits and all.

Sigh. Wishful thinking.