THANK YOU 2014

its a very cold wednesday morning.
its the last day of 2014.
my brother's gonna have some friends over for new year's eve.
me?
i'll be in my room
reading online manga
and perhaps make a 2015 to-do list.
oh
im also making a 2015 to-buy list.
teehee~~

2014
has been a great year
as what i predicted earlier this year (if you refer to my 2013 end of year post)
despite the things that had happened to the world
to our country
my prayers are always with you guys.
aamiinnn..

what has i achieve this 2014?
well.....

nothing much happened in january
still warming up the year i guess.
oh wait!
went to Jakarta for a family trip
because it was Azri's wedding.

turned 22 in february
yes with the one and only taylor lautner (i love you)
joined a leadership camp
in which was crowned as miss peramah
thank you very much
*pageant wave*

carried on my final semester as a college student
from march to april
which of course includes thesis completion
which is a one hell of a journey
Alhamdulillah i made it through
so phew!

went for a volunteering trip to Pontianak, Indonesia
which was a great experience
plus i made more new international friends
and
got the chance to become an emcee
for the cultural night.
hey!
international emcee okayyy
*flip shawl*

sat for my final exam
for the last time as a student
in may.

started my internship at CADS Enhancement Center in KL
in june.
an experience i will never ever forgot.
kinda get attached to the people there
especially the kids.

enjoying my life in KL (haha)
in july

had my first ever REAL boyfriend in august
yes people
HE'S REAL NOW.
hahah
people keep asking me how does it feel.

hihihihihihihihihihi

ended my internship in september
which means i have 2 months of rotting at home
waiting for my graduation in november

december?
more rotting
more life depression after graduating
not knowing where to go
i have a very dark future now
sobssss

and that's why
"FINDING A JOB"
is on the top of my 2015 to-do list.

well
goodbye 2014!

and hello 2015!


P/S: i hope there'll be fireworks tonight or else i'll be watching fireworks online

ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN

did you hear the news?
another plane missing.
2014 has been so tragic.
3 plane incidents in a year.
it's trending now.
i dont really have much to say about this.
but my prayers are with the family and friends of the victims.
Aamiinn..

i've been travelling on planes every year.
and every time i flew,
i will always have this uneasy feeling.
like the plane's gonna crash or anything.
i know i shouldnt be doing that,
but that's just how my mind works.
because i like to prepare for the worst.
call me what you want.
but i believe that if He wants to happen, then it'll happen.
of course,
we should always pray and ask for the best from Him
Dunya wal Akhirah.
Aamiinnn...

i guess now you know why i was so damn worried
when you were away,
thousands kilometers away from me.
things happened when you're near,
let alone when you're far away from me.

to all my family and friends and you readers,
i love you
and please be safe.

assalamulaikum

GAME OF LIFE

yes.

22 going on 23

not daddy's little princess anymore.

a grown woman

exploring life.

its a start of a new journey.

a new chapter.

no more spoon-feed learning.

it is now the chapter 

where

we constantly learn by experiencing.

exploring

what's there to explore?

life.

it's a crazy big world out there.

got your degree?

good.

now find a job.

got a job?

good.

now get married.

married?

good.

have kids.

and the list goes on and on and on.

these are the things that

people expect you to experience.

it's the game of life.

you have to win.

what if you lose?

well

either you weep and do nothing

or

turn it around.

however

to win a game

it was never easy.

it's an obstacle race.

a heptathlon.

the hunger games.

the maze runner.

you're no game master.

you're no God.

win or lose

it's your game.

play wisely.