this sucks!

assalam & whaddup.. srotttttttt! (bunyi tarik hingus)

i thought it was only my sinus due to the cold weather.

consumed clarinase last night, thanks to amy.

felt kinda better this morning.

then i started sneezing again..

my throat is soar, cant feel my nose. srottttttt!

could taste my meal just now, nasi + chicken + teh tarik.

made hot cocoa (it was actually vico but i want it to sound more exclusive)

taste nothing like chocolate. =,,=

i am officially catching a cold.

this sucks!

srotttttttttt!!

p/s: rupa ku kinek ng kdak urg bertamben. baju kelebar, sweater, ngan socks! ahak! kotan ku x sabar nk ada baby tek naaaaakkk.. x)

#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

assalam & whaddup!

this is a random post.
i was just finish watching GOSSIP GIRL, watching penn badgely in action.
HE IS DAMN HOT!
what i wanna say is that I WANT A BOYFRIEND JUST LIKE DAN HUMHPREYS!
he's smart, sarcastic in a good way,
 has sense of humor, HOT, a family guy, loves his sister (and the girlfriend),
protective,
 look very innocent but actually a bad guy deep inside.
even though he's not from a wealthy family, but he's everything that a girl ever wanted! at least i do. :)
oh2! most important, HE SPEAKS FLUENT ENGLISH! duh~

please oh please my future boyfriend/husband be like DAN HUMPHREY!
not that i'm being picky but someone like him would be nice.
if that's possible.
#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

ok random bye!

p/s: what you did to Serena in episode 35 season 2 is UNACCEPTABLE! c'mon, RACHEL CARR???? she's a bitch. and future BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND, please dont do that.

I WANT A SONY MP3!

assalam & whadduuuuup!

today my mood swings weirdly..
 this morning it wasn't so good, then all of a sudden, i go hyperr!
hahahaha..
everyday i go hyper..
 amirul cakap mcm kanak2 ribena..
 LOL

anywayyyyysss..
today result PMR keluaaaaarrr!
 congratss to adik amy, adiK nasrullah, esyam, alisha and syed!
 yerrrr... straight a's ehh.. wewiiit!

teringat 4 years ago PMR 2007..
bukan nak sombong but then i actually expected my result.. hehe
cos the questions are damn easy baah.. wait, except for sejarah..
yesss.. i thought i'm not gonna score for sejarah but i did.. *huge grin*

as typiical malasyain students,malam before result keluar memang tak tido.
then the next day, i actually went to take my result with my parentss..
they insisted on coming with me and guess what?
we arrived there one hour earlier.. =,,=

i wasnt the one who's super excited.
my mom was cool.
but MY DAD was superrrrrr anxious.
memang typical my dad laaa..

i was actually anxious before nisa called me.
thanks for spoiling the surprise kojen.. =,,=
i was still in the car when i got the news.
i didn't tell my parents.
just let it be a surprise for em.

5 mins before 10, udak called my mom.
she thought i already got the result.
soshe told my mom.
and they hugged me.
my dad cried.
yesss... MY DAD.

i still remember the deal.
if i get straight a's, i want the sony mp3.
so of course la i got what i earned for.
*HUGE GRIN*

tp the mp3 dah rosa sebab masuk dalam washing machine dobi kt mrsm..
=,,=

ok bye!

OKB MARI!!

sitting in the lecture hall,

waiting for mr hardyman.

he had tummy ache, so he came late to class.

he said he drank yougrt drink last nite.

wait, this is not about him. =,,=

so where was i?

oh yaa.. concentrating on the topic for the day.

STRUCT. a command to define new data type.

a passing note distract me.

urgh! now i have to pass it to the back.

eh? wait, 

TO DAYANG,

HARI NI ADA PERJUMPAAN UNTUK

JPA KAT KUCHING (MEDIK PUNYE 

CAMPUS) START KUL 10.

FOR ME??

HUH??

HOW COME I DONT KNOW THIS???

while i was typing this, there's a weird smell coming from my roommate's side. probably her friend.

anywhoooo,

i looked at the time, it was 9.05.

shit.

so i rushed out and walk very extra super ultra fast to bhep.

thank GOD x kena tinggal bas.

PHEW!

but yeah..

i was the "LATE ONE"

so no seat for me in the bus.

and so i have to share.

MY ASS HURT SO BAD. =,,=

i thought that i would be alone.

but nora was there, faiha was also there. :)

and of course my doc-to-be friends since they all layak terima JPA kaann.. hoho

nas, danny, nana, james bong, soo chok kim, sabrina, toh kee liong, almond chin, sera kadir.

wahh!! rami duhal kwn lokto saya.. XDD

so the taklimat was about, what we have to do, what we shouldn't do during the sponsorship.

no course xtension

"surat cinta" for below 3.0 (yesssss.. 3.0)

email every result to them

no KAWEN

NO PART TIME

ETC...

did i mention i bawak payung?? PAYUNG.. my big ass payung..

macam la bejalan dari samarahan ke kuching tek nak??

LOL.

then i met MUNI, LIYA, AMIEREENA & NELLIE.

SERONOK!!

ok..

then we all go back..

lunch sorang2.. sobss #foreveralone.

then petang dinner with alin.

we actually stayed there for 2 hours.... watching AKU TAK BODOH.

cool movie.

enough yapping!

got a project report to write!

adios muchachos!! 

:)

p/s: did i mention i'm gonna be an OKB?? ORANG KAYA MARI~~ XDDD

BITCH UP FATIN!!

right now, i just need a shoulder to cry on.

ANY shoulder.

i know i should stop being nice once in a while. say NO for a start should do it.

i'm just tired of doing EVERYTHING on my own. fuck those people! screw em!

this is the THIRD time in a row. THREE. TIGA. SAN. TRES.

this is what happen if you were assign to a random group by the lecturer.

yessss. true that you could meet new people, and experience working with different people.

but if THOSE people are not capable doing ANYTHING, i rather die. YESSS.. DIE!

STRIKE #1

3 experiments. each experiment, answer 3 questions. doing the experiment is easy. the FUCKING PART is answering the questions.. duh~

researches need to be done, reading, sorting all those stuff.

guess what?? i did it all by myself.

note that this is A GROUP ASSIGNMENT.

not that i didn't ask for their help.. i informed them. TWICE.

any RESPONSE?? NO. NUL. NADA.

fine. i wasted my one week hols just to finsih it. actually, i gained a lot. no time wasted. MY BAD.

the only response i get is when i told them everything's done.

mesti la suk naaaakkk.. keja dah siap bahhh.. =,,=

STRIKE #2

2 case studies. each case study = 3 pages.

this time, i asked them to help me find ANYTHING related to the case study.

oh.. they gave me alrite.

they gave me the WHOLE article. expecting me to READ it on my own, SORT it out on my own. and WRITE THE REPORT. wowww..

u guys sure made my work EASIER. NOT.

so yeah. i did it all by myself. IN ONE DAY. drafting AND writng the report.

awesome huh? hahah!

STRIKE #3

chapter presentation.

lets do a lil bit of deductive reasoning since that's the topic of the presentation:

HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE CHAPTER.

THE CHAPTER IS IN ENGLISH.

THEREFORE, HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.

being a nice person, i actually volunteered to help. how?

by PREPARING the slides, AND the presentation text.

GOSH~ what did i get myself into. *sigh*

if you think by doing the cover page is helping, well it's NOT.

redoing the experiments cos we didnt get the lowest result? NOPE.

giving me crap for me to put inside the report. NO!

why can't i just say NO and live my life?

why must i agree to everything??

why can't i just tell it right to their face??

why are being so nice when you know it'll hurt you??

WHY FATIN WHY???

WHY????

AM I BEING TOO NICE??

AM I EVEN A GOOD PERSON??

C'MON FATIN! BITCH UP!!

now i know~~

now i know, who i can work with and who i cannot.
my midsem break is almost PERFECTO. minus the part where i have to finish THE WHOLE GROUP PROJECT ON MY OWN.. THANKS A LOT PEEPS~

THANKS. A. LOT.
=,,=

oh well..
one must not whine.
just look at the bright side: you'll learn from what you've done!
you know what to do and they don't.
i know i gain something. did you?

XOXO

imma cry~

i cry when i'm REALLY confuse,
i cry when i'm REALLY anxious,
i cry when i'm REALLY pissed.

i almost cried
cos i was REALLY confuse.

RIGHT NOW,
i feel like crying
for i'm SUPER FUCKINGLY nervous.

O ALMIGHTY ALLAH,
please help me get through all this.
AMIN.

*gulp*

01-11-11

hello whaddup peeps~
assalam..

long time no write bloggy... been so busy maa.. being a uni student.. *hands on shoulder, mata ke atas*
 but u have time for twitter meh? errr... damdidamdidam..

it's just that whenever i click *write new post* all i see is a blank page. no ideas. maybe they jumped into UNIMAS LAKE. LOL

so like as usual, i turned LAPPY on, plugged BERUK in and tweet. i looked at the twitter trending column ( whatever they called it) and then it hits me. REASONS YOU ARE SINGLE.

i don't know if it is normal or not, but at this age, well maybe some say it is still too early, but my ICT lecturer in MATRIX once said, "girls, when you enter university, during your first year of study, YOU MUST start looking for a boyfriend/future husband." oookaaaayyy~ like it is sooooo important.. pffftt.. =,,="

well, it IS kinda suck watching people sitting with the boyfriend, talked bout their boyfriends, boyfriend this boyfriend that. WHY DON'T I HAVE ONE??

i'm not picky. well yes of course us girls like to woe guys like TAYLOR LAUTNER, but guys like him OBVIOUSLY are just illusions. duhhh~
it's just that people never really ask me the question.
when i say question i mean, "WOULD YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?" 
LOL
maybe they did. it's just that i don't really get it.
so please be straight forward to me, kay?

yes. people did confess that they have feelings for me. but i always question myself.
is his feeling real? or is he just fooling around to see whether i'm an easy-to-get girl or not?

how can you say you like me when we just know each other?
maybe i should stop asking questions. =,,='

even if my own friend said that they like me, i still ask the questions. and of course i'll keep it to myself.
cos i know it is gonna be sooo awkward like moving one step away from being friends.
but we know each other well. can't we just ..... ?
it's not i don't like you cos if it's true, i won't be your friends laaa doii..
in that case, you have to convince me real good ok?

oh well.. maybe IT IS too early for me. don't worry fatin. your time'll come soon. SOOOOON. just let time decides.. cewahhh! OR MAYBE this game will help. :)

why my post suddenly macam  luahan hati oo? haha.. who cares.. macam desperate pun ada jwak aku tekk.. LOL

OK! done yapping. gotta study for linguistic tomorrow! adios muchachos!!

P/S: it's 01-11-11, what should i do to remember this date? hmmm...

my kind of boy ^^

3 of my friends tagged me in this post. so i'm just dong this for fun. WARNING: these questions are realted to my DREAM GUY. its only MY DREAM GUY. so if, in the future i end up with a guy nothing like my answers, my dream just won't come true. (:

Do you need him/her to be good looking?

who wouldn't DREAM a good looking guy? duh~

Smart?

maybe not mr. smarty pants. i don't wanna date a walking search engine. it'll be cool if i know what he doesn't and vice versa. we'll learn together! :)

Preferred age?

1-5 years older. don't wanna date my brother. =..=

Preferred height?

definitely TALLER. i'm short.

How about piercings?

HELL TO THE NO!

Accepts you for who you are?

of course!

Pink hair?

hamster?

Mushy or no?

errr..

Thin or fat?

don't really care. but chubby is cute. ^^

Black, Brown or White (skin color)?

blue? haha.. kiddin. don't care.

Long hair or short hair?

no too long nor short. as long as i can see the curliness. curly-haired guys are cute!

Plastic or metal?

metal?

Smells good?

oh yeah.

Smoker?

BIG NO

Drinker?

no no no no no.

Girl/Boy-next-door type?

awww.. cute. ^^

Plays piano?

awww... thank you!

Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

OMG! coolio~

Plays violin?

are you kiddin me? knowing that he has a violin means that he's rich. hoho

Sings very good?

awwww... BONUS! sing a lullaby for me baby! ^^

Vain?

errrr.. am i a freak if i said yes?

With glasses?

either frameless or black full-framed

With braces?

kiddin me?? i LOVE guys with braces. please don't discharge it. LOL

Shy type?

NO.

Rebel or good boy/girl?

neither.

Active or passive?

never be passive around anybody please.

Tight or bomb?

bomb??

Singer or dancer?

dancer preferrably. he could teach me.. awww... ^^

Earrings?

ewwwww... NO!

Dimples?

awwwww... that'll be cute!

Bookworm?

that doesn't mean he's a nerd right? then yes.

Playful?

yes yes yes!

Poem writer?

song witer preferrably.

Serious?

na-ah.

Painter?

COOL!

Someone who likes to tease people?

yes. as long as he knows his limit.

Speaks 20 languages?

BONUS!

Loyal or faithful?

faithful. but if we ever get married, pleeeeeeease be loyal!

good kisser

teehee~~ for future needs of course. after we get married?

loves children??

awwwww... so cute!

cute or handsome

oh my~ its hard to choose.

a holiday i'll never forget: shut up and drive!

my 5 months holiday has nearly come to an end. was it the best holiday ever? did i manage it well? what did i exactly do with it? was it beneficial? am i asking too many questions???

some might say i'm boring. some might say: hey! i did the same thing. some might also say i'm just wasting my holiday. and there's also some who would say: oh.

i say:

BEST HOLIDAY EVER!! though i have to wait like hell for my pspm result and my upu result and my driving permit. =..=

finally, after postponing for about one year. i'm legally a car driver under probation. what an experience. a once an a life time experience. an experience that was never experienced before. why only after year? i started waaayyyy  back before i register for my matriculation program which was in 2010.

theory class: check! table test: check! more theory class: check! hands on driving: FUCK! THAT i have to wait for a loooooooooong time. it sucks man. waiting. supposedly hands on driving everyday. i don't know WHY my instructor couldn't schedule it that way.. so i ended up not getting my license before i went off to LABUAN. =..=

so as soon as i'm done with my matriculation program, i called MR WILLIAM SHUESTER  (my instructor)  scheduling my hands-on driving lesson. 'pay RM40 for your L license renewal' he said. so i my dad paid.

july 11, i sit for my jpj road test. that jpj guy was soo rude. GOSH~ but he was ok towards the end. he let me passed!

me: so should i hand this borang to you?

jpj dude: u keep it lahh.

me: okkkaaayyy. *mirror, gear, lights, wiper check. seat adjust* honk!

jpj dude; starting conversation* whoa~ pnjang na nama kitak. tiga igek eh. DAYANG... NURFATIN.. FARZANA..

me: yalah tek.. ne nak molah dah bapak merik nama panjang..

jpj dude: semua nama pun kitak.. banyak na gak..

me: kitak mok sigek kah? haha~

jpj dude: orang sitok nang rami urang nama dayang oo.. awang sama jwak

me: yalah tek.. dah bapak ny awang, anak ny mestilah dayang.. haha~

jpj dude: .......

me: *accelerating down the slope*

jpj due: oi2.. turun bukit boh laju gilak..

me: aoklaa ooo.. laju jwak kamek turun tekk..

jpj dude:......

hahaha.. aiyooo.. luckily i got 17/20.. PASSED!

dah dapat lesen pun like MAMA would let me drive on my own. =,,=

i'm 19 and i'm NOT the youngest in my family :)

people: how old are you?

me: me? i'm 19 :)

people: oh.. (look surprise) you look..... young

me: haha (awkward laugh)..

people: you must be the youngest in your family then.. or maybe anak tunggal?

me: err.. i'm the eldest. i have a 17-year-old brother.. :)

i don't know why but the two common things that people would ask me is my age and am i the youngest.. errr.. actually i DO know.. =..= it's because of my size. i'm small, petite, short, cute. ^^

they sometimes compare me to my brother (he looks more like my abang than my adik)..

people: (referring to my bro) so, form berapa?

bro: form 5

people: (now referring to me) oohhh.. so this one is in form 3?

me: err.. i'm the eldest.. i'm 19. :)

people: oh.. kakak lagi kecik dari adik.. hahaha

and my brother will od the double jerk eyebrow EVERYTIME..

whatever.. makes me feel young EVERYDAY! ^^ small is cute!

TAILOR TAYLOR :)

sent my kain to the tailor last month to be made  into baju kurung..

madam said, "ambil hujung bulan nanti."

came back as told, but the baju kurung belum siap.

went there again last saturday,

showed the reciept,

should be done for its already month.

nope. we have to help the tailor search for our own baju kurung which was nowhere to be seen.

how can you find anything in a place soooo big, yet soooo messy.

kainss everywhere.

madam said, "call me on monday. we try to find your baju first oo."

as a muslim on ramadhan, patience is needed.

called them today.

whatta you know.. the kainss are still kainss.. belum jadi baju punn.. =..=

mama said, "i don't care how you do it, but i want it by this saturday. we're going off next week."

2 baju kurungss and a baju melayu.

i pray that you can make it by saturday madam. :)

P/S: 11 more days to go!! woohoo~~

I'M PROUD TO BE A SARAWAKIAN :)

STOP BEING A RACIST!!  >:(

i read something on facebook. posted by a MALAYSIAN (obviously):

"aku rase bila masuk unimas nanti, bahasa sarawak tuh, mcm dah jd bahasa wajib la plak kn?senior sume ckp sarawak, png doe aku, die ingt aku anak iban ke ape -______________-"

what happen to 1 MALAYSIA? why must we question all this? we SARAWAKIAN are no different from the others. maybe we speak different from the others, but that's what makes MALAYSIA a unique country, right?

:)
- i don't know if i misunderstand what she said. if yes, i'm sorry. just expressing my my thoughts. :)

MAMA & PIZZA HUT

*1 300 88 2525*

pizza hut: hello ma'am phone number please..

mama: 086 310***

pizza hut: miss sabtuyah, am i correct?

mama: yes.

pizza hut: ok miss we'll get back to you shortly.

(on hold with ramadhan pizza hut promotion.. damdidamdidam...)

pizza hut: ok miss, may i take your order? ---> mistake#1 no "please"

mama: is the promotion for blablbla still on?

pizza hut: yes!!

mama: ok i would like to have blabbla pizza and....

pizza hut: CANNOT!! ---> mistake #2 raising her voice

mama: WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WE LWAYS ORDER THAT!!

pizza hut: i havent finish talking.. you cut me (broken english) you have to pay extra if you want to order that.

mama: I KNOW THAT! NOW WHO'S THE CUSTOMER HERE??

pizza hut: sorry miss. anything else?

mama: tututut pizza and asasa chicken.

pizza hut: ok miss. that'lll be RMXX.xx. your pizza will be deliverd in 30 minutes.

mama: hmm. (hang up) berani she tinggi suara to me! babble babble babble.

- 65 minutes later (past iftar)-

*beep beep*

me: urgh! its about time!

MAMA AND PIZZA HUT would never get along.. haha.. trust me, its not the first time~ ^^

awkward~

super awkward~ lantaklaa.. ada orang nak baca or tak.. like i care.. i just found a topic to share. cakap sorang2 macam sinetron indon tak salah kott~

my friend ni x pandai nak pronounce awkward. super cute! :)

i have lots of guy friends. no doubt. why? because i think they are much more easier to understand. ANNNND they are FUN and COOL~  = "  i still love you girlfriends!! ;)

eh.. eh.. having lotsa guy friends is not the awkward part.. the awkward part is when they start to act like weirdly towards you..

what do you mean by acting WEIRDLY?

well, when they start to take my jokes seriously..

what kinda jokes?

umm.. i don't know.. sometimes if we start talking bout marriage or dating or whatsoever, SOME of  'em will take it seriously. c'mon.. you know i like to fool around with words.. 'loyar buruk' or "nguras" as we call it is what i like to do mann~ ask my closest friends... they know how i am.. talking to random strangers which in the end will end up being my friends, is what i like.. I LOVE HAVING NEW FRIENDS! *wink*

i have this one weird - wait- AWKWARD experience.. i NEVER had a special boyfriend before.

why? are u a lesbo?

hell no!! i'm straight ok! its just that nobody ever confessed to me yet not that i care of cause maybe i'm not attractive enough to them.. lol.. my time will come.. *wink*

UNTIL one day.. hoho.. seriously, its an AWKWARD situation.. we just met.. he happens to be a friend of a friend of my cousin, whereby the friend of my cousin happens to be my friend too.. pening? haha.. lets put it this way.. A = the guy, B = my cousin's friend, C = my cousin.. SO, A is a friend of B, where B is a friend of C.. THEREFORE, A and B are my new friends.. get it?? still confused? urgh~ forget bout it..

so then bla bla bla... talk talk.. laugh laugh.. jokes.. yada yada.. we strolled at the beach tengok sunset.. there are 7 of us btw.. at the beach, we wrote our names on the sand.. lol. poyo gila.. =.=

cut to tthe chase, A dragged a loooooong arrow from his name to mine.. so everybody was like.. O_0

B : oooh~ seems like a silent confession.. haha
me: LOL!
D (another friend) : why dont you just say it out loud. alaa.. i'm sure u like honest guy rite fatin??
me: huh?? of course laa.. but this is awkward~~
A: (after kena paksa by his friends) fine~ first time when i saw u both, u're cute.. and u look like sh amani (pointing at me) i like u..
me: oookaaaayyyy.. this is tooootally awkward~ but thanks.. :)

then blablabla.. jadi bahan.. we left..
 
seriously, how awkward is THAT?? i think it is.. cause i just knew him for like what, 2 hours?? how can he tell me he likes me?? that's why i dont really believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. YET.

but i admire his courage to tell me that he likes me.  that is sooo sweet of him.. awww..  i didnt hate him for that.. i still treat him as a friend though.. oh ya, after the incident, B told me that A keep asking bout me.. xtaula he was just fooling with me kann.. whatever laa.. its not that i dont like him but he's younger than me. USTAZ REDZUAN told me to find at least someone that is at least 5 years OLDER.. hahak! HE said guys like younger girls.. yeke?? i just wanna be friends. tapi kalau dh jodoh nak buat macam mana kan :)

luckily most of my guy friends dah ada yang punya. so far, xde plak mslh with their awekss.. kawan je.. those yang xde awekss, i dont think they have feelings for me.. duh~  nanti rasa cam sumbang mahram plak sebab i dah rasa they all macam abang.. :)

dah tu, if you treat they all macam your brothers, how in hell are you gonna have a boyfriend, get married and have 4 kids?

errrkkk. tu belakang cerita laa! my time will come. :)
.
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do i really look like sh amani or sh aleya?? hmm.. awkward~

how i wish i could marry you.. *sigh*

ceritera bukak puasa

alhadulillah~ kenyang i bukak puasa. mi goreng + old town milk tea = cukup ah..

sambil bukak posa, mama and i tengok tv. MAMA & ME. ONLY. cerita melayu. urgh! typical malay drama. nangis-nangis, sedih-sedih, sakit-sakit. DIE. i know, tv akan main cerita-cerita like this SEPANJANG BULAN NI. grrrr..

BULETIN UTAMA pukul 8, keluar pulak cerita orang susah yang perlukan bantuan right here in BINTULU.. huh?? tak pernah tau punnnn..

kat fesbuk people keep updating bout their first day of puasa...

"awww... tahun ni puasa kat tmpat org.. isk3.."

"rindulah nak puasa ngan mama, papa, adik, along, angah, achik, wan, opah bagai... :( "

"yeyeyeeyeye!! puasa kt rumah!!"

as for me?? i know that berpuasa with family best gila, seronok sampai nak melompat-lompat sampai langit ke-16.. eksejeret cerita.. well, i'm not saying that I DON'T LIKE berpuasa kat rumah, its just that I PREFER puasa with my friends.. puasa kat rumha sunyi doe.. :(

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dulu-dulu, bulan puasa falls on school holiday.. so last time, school holiday je, i'll go back to KUCHING.. fun jugak laa.. NEK NI  masak feveret food bagai.. YOK will always ask: "what do you want for sahur?" puasa with cousins.. main mercun, bunga api bagai.. pergh! bab bangun sahur toksah cerita laa.. payah bebenau! kesian YOK..

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FORM 1 til FORM 5, i puasa kat sekolah.. sekolah boarding kaaaaaann.. environment puasa mmg totally different laa.. different in a good way.. ME LIKE! bukak puasa ramai-ramai kat DEWAN SELERA (DS) with seniors and juniors.. then ramai-ramai gi surau solat jemaah sama-sama.. time bukak puasa paling best is during FORM 5.. senior la konon.. hikhik.. tahun-tahun before, masalah tak cukup tempat time bukak puasa amat serious sekali.. samapi we have to tapau the food and bukak kat hostel.. :(

so, time form 5 tu, there's an extra tent pasang kat DS.. dari first day puasa, until the last day, me and gang already book the place.. wahhh! konon dah sign contract bagai laa.. LOLS.. tapi there were times yang ktorg lmbat reserve and orang lain dah ambik port tu.. WHATEVER.. ktorg senior cool. xde nye nak gaduh-gaduh sume pasal tmpat duduk kt DS.. tak macam senior tahun before.. ooops! cerita lama wehhh... *zip*

basically, everyday la ktorang bukak kt situ.. juniors pun dah tau sangat dah kakakss and abangss yang sit at that table.. so one day, dekat nak ujung-ujung puasa tak silap, ktorang 'perang' ngan geng besar batch ktorang laa... that time bongok lagii.. bnde kecik pun nak gaduh.. sengal bebenau... actually kes salah faham doe.. adala 2 of my galss yang sedang borak-borak sambil tengok-tengok and gelak-gelak.. ke arah gang besar batch ktorang tu.. actually they were not - repeat - WERE NOT staring at them.. we galss like to LOLSS.. tapi serious masa to mmg bukan gelak kat diorg.. tapi akibat salah faham, that night after terawih.. some of THE BOYS mengamuk kat kelas time prep...

 he went to every class searching for us.. that night, i lepak with ROZA at her class (kelas B)..  we could hear the chaos yang sedang happen kat kelas F.. F> E>D>C and B......

BOY: (shouting at me) ap yang ko x puas ati kat aku huh???!!
ME: (was sitting dekat pintu, which is close to him) KO PAHAL??!!
 BOY: (tendang pintu then left)
ME: wadefuuuukkkk???!

homaigodd.. mau tak cuak gua kena tengking budak laki.. nasib baik i have a loud voice.. hehe.. a ource from that class said, the scene happened that night was superrrrr funny cause my voice was superrrrrrr louder rrrr than the BOY'S voice.. LOLSSS!!

actually kannn, ktorang mmg pernah akit hati pun kat diorg tu.. tapi satu hari tu je la kottt.. after that ktorang bwt besa je... mekdono jee.. it was the day that diorg g baling mercun time orang tengah bukak puasa.. baling kat meja org plak tuh... orang nak bukak puasa dengan aman doe~

haiyaaaa.. small matter je kott.. itu pun mau gaduh kaaa??  dasar budak xtau pape.. zaman jahiliyah orang cakap..

but then, moment like that laa that i missed sooo damn fucking much.. where got gaduh-gaduh tengking-tengking time bukak puasa kat rumah kannnn~~?? oh yaaaaa... time bukak puasa kat sekolah, time tu lah ktorang borak-borak, share-share food, LOL-ingss... hmmmm.. how i missed that moment... :'(

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tak bukak lagi cerita bukak puasa kat matrik last year.. hahaha.. pun bestttt.. time bukak puasa, jangan harap laa nak tengok kafe bukak.. bazaar ramadhan la jawab ny.. kat bazaar tu, best woo usha mamat-mamat alim, siap berkopiah kain plekat bagai keluar dari surau.. tak pun, duk bertenggek kat tngga surau.. kejadah... hehe.. then, plastik kat tangan bukan nak satu je, mau smpai 5-6 gak ah.. paling best, air tebu hari-hari beb~ pergh!! peberet doe~

kat my college, there's this peraturan that forbid guys to be at girls' cafe after 6 and vice versa.. but then, the bazaar is very the dekat with girls' cafe.. so diorg amik senang, port je laa kt our cafe.. yang brbuka ngan awekss lain plak ceritaa.. everyday, MR MEGAT confirm ronda-ronda.. hari-hari ktorg tgk guys kena tengking laa, tarik telinga laa.. hahaha..

paling besttt, ktorg bukak puasa dalam gelap with no kipas.. mengong kann?? we just dunno why diorang tanak bukak.. still a mystery until now.. hmmm..

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today, first day bukak puasa kat rumah.. MAMA & ME ONLY. sunyi gilaaa.. tapi agak lama dah x bukak with mama.. :)


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asal masuk bulan puasa je, i'll miss me galss.. :(

where EXACTLY IS my hometown??

hometown noun - a place where you were born OR lived as a child.
(oxford advanced learner's dictionary, 6th edition)

if people ask me: where are you from? or where's your hometown?

what shoud be my answer?? i always got confused..

my dad is from BINTULU, SARAWAK.

my mum is from KUCHING SARAWAK.

 i was BORN in KUCHING SARAWAK but the i've been living in BINTULU SARAWAK when i was a child.

where actually is my hometown??

P/S: usually when people ask me, i'll just answer im from KUCHING.. hehe.. ^^

waiting is killing >:(

dear children of ADAM and EVE.. 60 seconds a minute, 60 minutes an hour, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and so on.. is it not enough for you?? time flies, we run.. we have to catch up.. if you make people for you, it aint cool.. they have other stuff to do.. respect others.. wait for them and DONT let them wait for you (even though you still think that WAITING IS KILLING).. aint cool peeps.. aint cool.. put yourself in their shoes.. how would you feel??

SMILE ( :

waiting in the car with kak hannah at a petrol station. so then came a car that park beside ours. a late-40 guy who was the driver came out of the car and look at me directly. i just can't help myself but to SMILE  at him. i gave him a friendly SMILE. he SMILED back with a SMILE that i described as wanna-do-something-bad-to-me SMILE. LOL!

sorry uncle if i misintepret your SMILE! but it was DAMN CREEPY!! =_=