I WANT A SONY MP3!

assalam & whadduuuuup!

today my mood swings weirdly..
 this morning it wasn't so good, then all of a sudden, i go hyperr!
hahahaha..
everyday i go hyper..
 amirul cakap mcm kanak2 ribena..
 LOL

anywayyyyysss..
today result PMR keluaaaaarrr!
 congratss to adik amy, adiK nasrullah, esyam, alisha and syed!
 yerrrr... straight a's ehh.. wewiiit!

teringat 4 years ago PMR 2007..
bukan nak sombong but then i actually expected my result.. hehe
cos the questions are damn easy baah.. wait, except for sejarah..
yesss.. i thought i'm not gonna score for sejarah but i did.. *huge grin*

as typiical malasyain students,malam before result keluar memang tak tido.
then the next day, i actually went to take my result with my parentss..
they insisted on coming with me and guess what?
we arrived there one hour earlier.. =,,=

i wasnt the one who's super excited.
my mom was cool.
but MY DAD was superrrrrr anxious.
memang typical my dad laaa..

i was actually anxious before nisa called me.
thanks for spoiling the surprise kojen.. =,,=
i was still in the car when i got the news.
i didn't tell my parents.
just let it be a surprise for em.

5 mins before 10, udak called my mom.
she thought i already got the result.
soshe told my mom.
and they hugged me.
my dad cried.
yesss... MY DAD.

i still remember the deal.
if i get straight a's, i want the sony mp3.
so of course la i got what i earned for.
*HUGE GRIN*

tp the mp3 dah rosa sebab masuk dalam washing machine dobi kt mrsm..
=,,=

ok bye!

#RANDOM

assalam & whaddup peepss!

ok hari tok saya rasa emo sikit.. first day period kali. jadi saya nak besadu lah.. jap, asla mpuan period jak emo oo?? nang mainan psychology.. SOOOOMUA nya cognitive process.. oops! revision ndah saya tekk..

ok lahh.. cmtok bah cerita nyaa.. kinek tok saya tengah boring.. sorang2 dalam bilit amy.. xda ngan beloyar.. jado saya beloyar kedirik lah ngan lappy hoo.. tapi ya bukan main story saya.. hoho.. bebelit jak nak sampe ke cerita.. lommmm.. malam ari jahh..

ok2.. saya tok di kelas, bekawanlah dengan cinone.. nang dari dolok gik kawan saya cinone.. dari matrik laa.. mrsm dolok neda rami cinone.. mula2 kamek urang bertiga oo.. sampe la ada conflict ngan sorang tok.. kita tunggah nya C++ la hoo.. ad la conflict nya tek.. pnjang gilak nak d ceritaaaaaa... so now, tinggal kamek berduak jaakkk.. nak kawan mek sorang tok nama nya amoi (bukan nama sebenar). si amoi tok tek nang anti menaa lah dengan C++ ya tekk.. kamek?? hmmm..

kamek sebenarnya cam kesian ngan C++. cam kinek nya slalu sorang2 bahh.. then raaaami duhal urang x suka ngannya.. apa2 nya polah semua dah x betul kinek.. taaaaapiiiii.. nya ya pun sorang.. gedik x bertempat baahhh.. taaaapiiii kali nang perange nya kedak yaaa? nang xpat diubah gik kali??

ahhh! kamek pun xtauk nak padah camne tapi cam bila sidak make fun of nya, i will feel kinda bad for her.. kesian la jwak tangga nyaa.. taaaaapiiiii... ehh.. xla pande ku nak madah kedak ne ehh..  yang dapat ku nak pdah just that ku kesian jak lah ngannya.. kali cam aku bait gilak ngan urang kali.. i still tegur her laa.. like "hi", "good morning" . tapi not as close as before laa.. urang selalu tanyak pahal kamek 3 x sama gik.. and my answer is always "entah".

okay.. pahal aku x teman jak nya oo?? ntahlaa.. macam xapt klik jak.. hmmm.. ya jak la tekk.. cam mun urang xtauk cerita mesti urang xphm.. tapi mun urang tauk kesah pun phm kaa?? hahaha.. xpala.. xkesaaahh.. nak bloyar sorang2 jak tok.. hmm..

ya jak lah nak d susei saya tekk.. angol palak ku miker.. cam x penting pun nak d piker oo?? pa jak laa.. =,,=

p/s: period cramp sakit!! =,,=

NEK US & THE BLOODY LONG-HAIRED, NO FACE GHOST

assalam & whaddup peeps!!^^

ok, before i proceed with revision for the night (yesssss... final nak dekat daaaahhh)

i have a story to share. a spooky, eerie, scary funny story.. hoho

on my way back yesterday, my cuzzy told me a story of my grandpa and the ghost of the bus stop. LOL

before that, i'm sorry cos i am very bad at creating a spooky horror effects for the pleasure of ur reading. o it might not sound THAT spooky to you.  and plus, this is my version of the story and i heard it from a second person so if u wanna know more, ask my grandpa laaa... 

so here goes.

one night, nek us (my grandpa) was driving his purple van.

he doesn't really go out at night with his van. so this is kinda weird.. 

anywayyyysss, further ahead, he saw someone at the bus stop waving at him.

this is how he described "it" (to my cousins and auntie): long hair, bloody, no face.

OBVIOUSLY that's not a person. 

guess what my beloved grandpa did??

YESSSS.. gave "it" a ride. =,,=

so "IT" sat at the back. 

nek us didn't speak to "it" in the van but instead, he gave "it" money! LOL!

seriously nek us??? hahahahahaahahahahah!

then nek us sent "it" to NORMAH specialist. he left "it" at the emergency entrance, and left.

so of course la no blood stain at the backseat of the van kaaann.. aiyooooo..

nek us went back home an told everybody the story. 

NOPE.

he's not scared at all.

i know there's something fishy and eerie about the van. =,,=

buut nek us is one brave GRANDPA and i am proud of him.

even though sometimes he'll get cranky without reasons.

well, he's 80++ what do you expect???

aite peeps! gotta get back to my work! finals in two weeks time!

adios muchachos!

don't let the mystery haunts youuuuu~~

LOL!

p/s: i will never come near the purple van ever again. EVER.

"pengilan" rumah swee kang.. LOL

assalam & whaddup peepssss!

today i recieved a text from syaza and so the conversation goes something like this:

syaza: ui. ko d cni?

me: d rmh jah. phl?

syaza: xda. tyk jak. haha 

me: ok. nang random abis kau eh. haha

syaza: haha. sbnrnya ku nk mkn abc kt swee kang. ko spon juh! hehe

me: diat ko~ kn senang mun berterus terang. err.. ju lah! hoho

well yeah something liddat.

so then we went. actually nak ajak liya & muni skali. pick em up at the unimas kuching campus. but then syaza said she needs to fetch her mom from work. so well yeah.. but then when i get into the car, syaza told me to call muni so that we could fetch her & liya. but muni said she's with shane ( dont really knoe how to spell it) at satok. so we just go to satok & didn't fetch liya.. sorry liya.. :(

we did'nt tell muni & shane where we actually heading. we kept them wondering until we reached jalan haji taha. muni just went like "eh, jalan haji taha.." and still doesn't have a clue where actually we were going.. hahah! and so was shane. BOTH of em are seriously funny!

so me & syaza strut to swee kang's house. the funny part was muni and shane walked slowly behind us still wondering where did we bring em! oh wait, that's not it. the funny part was they thought we were bringing em to soome pengilan (kenduri) ! we told em " ya... pengilan rumah cina..." LOL!

turns out, they never been there before. are u kidding me???? swee kang is like the best place to eat ABC &   suntong kangkong!! but apparently shane doesn't like the rojak. :( 

muni, syaza and me.. 3 urang klaka pun
 dah mcm 30 urang. blom gk  with the rest of the gang.
 pecah swee kang kali.. lol

we talked and LOLed like there's no other people there. hahaha.. typical us. oh ya! shane was a lil bit malu so she didn't cakap banyak. except when me & syaza are totally making fun of hmuni & shane. they look so alike! and their personalities.. OMG. nang pnde mun carik kwn.. haha.

next outing: g karok! ahah! smua la urg nk ku ajak g karok.. lommmm..

 (^3^)

aite! gotta chase my nose! hey nose! stop running!

p/s: my face is so dark, but yet my neck is so fair. =,,= 

OKB MARI!!

sitting in the lecture hall,

waiting for mr hardyman.

he had tummy ache, so he came late to class.

he said he drank yougrt drink last nite.

wait, this is not about him. =,,=

so where was i?

oh yaa.. concentrating on the topic for the day.

STRUCT. a command to define new data type.

a passing note distract me.

urgh! now i have to pass it to the back.

eh? wait, 

TO DAYANG,

HARI NI ADA PERJUMPAAN UNTUK

JPA KAT KUCHING (MEDIK PUNYE 

CAMPUS) START KUL 10.

FOR ME??

HUH??

HOW COME I DONT KNOW THIS???

while i was typing this, there's a weird smell coming from my roommate's side. probably her friend.

anywhoooo,

i looked at the time, it was 9.05.

shit.

so i rushed out and walk very extra super ultra fast to bhep.

thank GOD x kena tinggal bas.

PHEW!

but yeah..

i was the "LATE ONE"

so no seat for me in the bus.

and so i have to share.

MY ASS HURT SO BAD. =,,=

i thought that i would be alone.

but nora was there, faiha was also there. :)

and of course my doc-to-be friends since they all layak terima JPA kaann.. hoho

nas, danny, nana, james bong, soo chok kim, sabrina, toh kee liong, almond chin, sera kadir.

wahh!! rami duhal kwn lokto saya.. XDD

so the taklimat was about, what we have to do, what we shouldn't do during the sponsorship.

no course xtension

"surat cinta" for below 3.0 (yesssss.. 3.0)

email every result to them

no KAWEN

NO PART TIME

ETC...

did i mention i bawak payung?? PAYUNG.. my big ass payung..

macam la bejalan dari samarahan ke kuching tek nak??

LOL.

then i met MUNI, LIYA, AMIEREENA & NELLIE.

SERONOK!!

ok..

then we all go back..

lunch sorang2.. sobss #foreveralone.

then petang dinner with alin.

we actually stayed there for 2 hours.... watching AKU TAK BODOH.

cool movie.

enough yapping!

got a project report to write!

adios muchachos!! 

:)

p/s: did i mention i'm gonna be an OKB?? ORANG KAYA MARI~~ XDDD

BITCH UP FATIN!!

right now, i just need a shoulder to cry on.

ANY shoulder.

i know i should stop being nice once in a while. say NO for a start should do it.

i'm just tired of doing EVERYTHING on my own. fuck those people! screw em!

this is the THIRD time in a row. THREE. TIGA. SAN. TRES.

this is what happen if you were assign to a random group by the lecturer.

yessss. true that you could meet new people, and experience working with different people.

but if THOSE people are not capable doing ANYTHING, i rather die. YESSS.. DIE!

STRIKE #1

3 experiments. each experiment, answer 3 questions. doing the experiment is easy. the FUCKING PART is answering the questions.. duh~

researches need to be done, reading, sorting all those stuff.

guess what?? i did it all by myself.

note that this is A GROUP ASSIGNMENT.

not that i didn't ask for their help.. i informed them. TWICE.

any RESPONSE?? NO. NUL. NADA.

fine. i wasted my one week hols just to finsih it. actually, i gained a lot. no time wasted. MY BAD.

the only response i get is when i told them everything's done.

mesti la suk naaaakkk.. keja dah siap bahhh.. =,,=

STRIKE #2

2 case studies. each case study = 3 pages.

this time, i asked them to help me find ANYTHING related to the case study.

oh.. they gave me alrite.

they gave me the WHOLE article. expecting me to READ it on my own, SORT it out on my own. and WRITE THE REPORT. wowww..

u guys sure made my work EASIER. NOT.

so yeah. i did it all by myself. IN ONE DAY. drafting AND writng the report.

awesome huh? hahah!

STRIKE #3

chapter presentation.

lets do a lil bit of deductive reasoning since that's the topic of the presentation:

HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE CHAPTER.

THE CHAPTER IS IN ENGLISH.

THEREFORE, HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH.

being a nice person, i actually volunteered to help. how?

by PREPARING the slides, AND the presentation text.

GOSH~ what did i get myself into. *sigh*

if you think by doing the cover page is helping, well it's NOT.

redoing the experiments cos we didnt get the lowest result? NOPE.

giving me crap for me to put inside the report. NO!

why can't i just say NO and live my life?

why must i agree to everything??

why can't i just tell it right to their face??

why are being so nice when you know it'll hurt you??

WHY FATIN WHY???

WHY????

AM I BEING TOO NICE??

AM I EVEN A GOOD PERSON??

C'MON FATIN! BITCH UP!!

pressure~~

i just don't know why, i missed MAMA so bad this week.. why? homesick ka oo?? :( i dont know how homesick feels cos it's been a while since i have that feeling.. hoho

i guess it's been a very stressful week for me. when i'm under pressure, i miss MAMA.3 deadlines + 1 maths test ==> what more can i say??

shit. i'm not starting to cry am i?? :'(

the worst feeling is that when your parents mentioned bout their death. i seriously cannot imagine how my life would be. O ALLAH, please let me die first before them....

now i know~~

now i know, who i can work with and who i cannot.
my midsem break is almost PERFECTO. minus the part where i have to finish THE WHOLE GROUP PROJECT ON MY OWN.. THANKS A LOT PEEPS~

THANKS. A. LOT.
=,,=

oh well..
one must not whine.
just look at the bright side: you'll learn from what you've done!
you know what to do and they don't.
i know i gain something. did you?

XOXO

imma cry~

i cry when i'm REALLY confuse,
i cry when i'm REALLY anxious,
i cry when i'm REALLY pissed.

i almost cried
cos i was REALLY confuse.

RIGHT NOW,
i feel like crying
for i'm SUPER FUCKINGLY nervous.

O ALMIGHTY ALLAH,
please help me get through all this.
AMIN.

*gulp*

01-11-11

hello whaddup peeps~
assalam..

long time no write bloggy... been so busy maa.. being a uni student.. *hands on shoulder, mata ke atas*
 but u have time for twitter meh? errr... damdidamdidam..

it's just that whenever i click *write new post* all i see is a blank page. no ideas. maybe they jumped into UNIMAS LAKE. LOL

so like as usual, i turned LAPPY on, plugged BERUK in and tweet. i looked at the twitter trending column ( whatever they called it) and then it hits me. REASONS YOU ARE SINGLE.

i don't know if it is normal or not, but at this age, well maybe some say it is still too early, but my ICT lecturer in MATRIX once said, "girls, when you enter university, during your first year of study, YOU MUST start looking for a boyfriend/future husband." oookaaaayyy~ like it is sooooo important.. pffftt.. =,,="

well, it IS kinda suck watching people sitting with the boyfriend, talked bout their boyfriends, boyfriend this boyfriend that. WHY DON'T I HAVE ONE??

i'm not picky. well yes of course us girls like to woe guys like TAYLOR LAUTNER, but guys like him OBVIOUSLY are just illusions. duhhh~
it's just that people never really ask me the question.
when i say question i mean, "WOULD YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?" 
LOL
maybe they did. it's just that i don't really get it.
so please be straight forward to me, kay?

yes. people did confess that they have feelings for me. but i always question myself.
is his feeling real? or is he just fooling around to see whether i'm an easy-to-get girl or not?

how can you say you like me when we just know each other?
maybe i should stop asking questions. =,,='

even if my own friend said that they like me, i still ask the questions. and of course i'll keep it to myself.
cos i know it is gonna be sooo awkward like moving one step away from being friends.
but we know each other well. can't we just ..... ?
it's not i don't like you cos if it's true, i won't be your friends laaa doii..
in that case, you have to convince me real good ok?

oh well.. maybe IT IS too early for me. don't worry fatin. your time'll come soon. SOOOOON. just let time decides.. cewahhh! OR MAYBE this game will help. :)

why my post suddenly macam  luahan hati oo? haha.. who cares.. macam desperate pun ada jwak aku tekk.. LOL

OK! done yapping. gotta study for linguistic tomorrow! adios muchachos!!

P/S: it's 01-11-11, what should i do to remember this date? hmmm...