cooking for real

mama called from the office this morning saying that PAK ASAN is joining us for iftar and he'll probably be staying for the night. PAK ASAN is MAMA's BROTHER who lives in kuching. EVERYBODY from my mum's side stays in KUCHING except for our family and my aunt who lives in KL. whenever PAK ASAN's in town, its either we go and visit him at the hotel or he'll come to the house.

SOOO, mama called to ask me to rebus tulang with some crushed ginger ang garlic and throw in some herbs so by the time she gets back, the meat will be soft and tender.. i don't know how much herbs to throw in, so i just follow my firasat laaa..

now and then, i'll check the sup tulang takut-takutla air kering.. hikhik... oh2! gotta check my sup tulang!!

DEAR ALLAH ALMIGHTY, please don't let my soup do any harm to those who'll eat it today.. AMIIIINN.. ^^

I KNEW IT!!

HAHAHAAHAHAHHA!! i know it wasn't true! i just knew it!! hahaha... thanks to my friend fahmi.. thank god amar's not dead.. hikhik..

believe it or not? its amar asyarf yaww!!

IS THIS A TRUE STORY???

watched penunggu istana last night alone. spoooooooky~ boo!

i don't know why but i am kinda sorta addicted to horror paranormal movies since early this year... none of 'em really spooks me.. my friends said i'm boring. they made me watch KHURAFAT which happens to be the SPOOKIEST (is that a word?) MOST SCARIEST HORROR MOVIE YET. parina screamed like craaaaazy even thought it was her 2nd time watching. konon they didn't wanna tell me what's gonna happen next, or when the "thing" appears so its gonna b a surprise for me~ ooooooh~ nope. not at all. movie tu tak seram langsung. TAK SERAM LANGSUNG. the thing yang buat that movie sram in my opinion laa is the part where the "thing" appear mengejut and the ugly face.. urgh~ well, nama pun hantu, takkan la nak buat muka cantik ayu macam lisa surihani kott.. come on peeps.

TAPI! the only part yang buat i rasa sangat seram is the part where that lady starts to cucuk her palm or paha with the SHARP KNIFE! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! that's the only part that make me scream. =..=

is he really dead??

PENUNGGU ISTANA. i still don't get it. mus and fira are seriously dead? killed by amar? where did amar go?? and what happen to yaya?? why aren't this news published in BULETIN UTAMA or NEW  STRAIT TIMES?? why is everything only revealed in the paranormal movie?? why uncle seeker never reveal anything?? why sara ali never expose anything?? after that movie, and POOF! she's famous?? she doesn't look that boyish like how she was in the movie.. i know.. too many questions linger in my head... everything is just not really clear to me...

IS THIS A TRUE STORY???

i'm 19 and i'm NOT the youngest in my family :)

people: how old are you?

me: me? i'm 19 :)

people: oh.. (look surprise) you look..... young

me: haha (awkward laugh)..

people: you must be the youngest in your family then.. or maybe anak tunggal?

me: err.. i'm the eldest. i have a 17-year-old brother.. :)

i don't know why but the two common things that people would ask me is my age and am i the youngest.. errr.. actually i DO know.. =..= it's because of my size. i'm small, petite, short, cute. ^^

they sometimes compare me to my brother (he looks more like my abang than my adik)..

people: (referring to my bro) so, form berapa?

bro: form 5

people: (now referring to me) oohhh.. so this one is in form 3?

me: err.. i'm the eldest.. i'm 19. :)

people: oh.. kakak lagi kecik dari adik.. hahaha

and my brother will od the double jerk eyebrow EVERYTIME..

whatever.. makes me feel young EVERYDAY! ^^ small is cute!

TAILOR TAYLOR :)

sent my kain to the tailor last month to be made  into baju kurung..

madam said, "ambil hujung bulan nanti."

came back as told, but the baju kurung belum siap.

went there again last saturday,

showed the reciept,

should be done for its already month.

nope. we have to help the tailor search for our own baju kurung which was nowhere to be seen.

how can you find anything in a place soooo big, yet soooo messy.

kainss everywhere.

madam said, "call me on monday. we try to find your baju first oo."

as a muslim on ramadhan, patience is needed.

called them today.

whatta you know.. the kainss are still kainss.. belum jadi baju punn.. =..=

mama said, "i don't care how you do it, but i want it by this saturday. we're going off next week."

2 baju kurungss and a baju melayu.

i pray that you can make it by saturday madam. :)

P/S: 11 more days to go!! woohoo~~

*psyched* XD

i'm the lucky 100th follower!! hahaha.. can't really believe it myself! i never actually won any lucky draw before... maybe i wasn't so lucky? errrr... but i just did! hahaha..i followed FARAB'S BLOG like a loooooong time ago actually.. but i can't see myself in his follower list (perlu ka?).. so i re-FOLLOWED his blog.. whatta know.. i'm the lucky 100th follower! ^^

 alaa... i won a RM10 celcom topup je punnnnn... no big deal. but still, i won something! THANK YOU FARAB!

P/S: HAPPY WORLD LEFTIES DAY TO ALL LEFTIES OUT THERE!

:)

I'M PROUD TO BE A SARAWAKIAN :)

STOP BEING A RACIST!!  >:(

i read something on facebook. posted by a MALAYSIAN (obviously):

"aku rase bila masuk unimas nanti, bahasa sarawak tuh, mcm dah jd bahasa wajib la plak kn?senior sume ckp sarawak, png doe aku, die ingt aku anak iban ke ape -______________-"

what happen to 1 MALAYSIA? why must we question all this? we SARAWAKIAN are no different from the others. maybe we speak different from the others, but that's what makes MALAYSIA a unique country, right?

:)
- i don't know if i misunderstand what she said. if yes, i'm sorry. just expressing my my thoughts. :)

my loneliness is killing me~

some might say that i'm weird, a freak. i say: THAT'S JUST WHO I AM.

tell me, do you like feeling lonely? the times when you feel empty in the inside, and there's no one around to entertain you.. the times when you feel like jumpinng up and down, banging your head to the wall, stomping your feet until the ground cracks, screaming on top of your lungs unitl you can't scream no more. the times when all there's left around you is TV, your guitar (which you don't even know how to play it and why the fuck do you have it in the first place), your laptop and voice inside your head telling you to do stuffs.. I DON'T LIKE THAT KINDA FEELING. wait.. lemme try that again.. I HATE THAT FEELING.

however, that's just how i felt for the past few weeks after my cousin went back to KL after her 8 months internship here, and after i went to KUCHING accompanying my mum to see an orthopaedic regardng her vertebrae. aaahh... how i want to go back to that time even though it was just a few weeks back. haha

now i'm back at home.. "my loneliness is killing me" as what my old friend britney says. SLOWLY. the only way to not feel lonely is to have my friends around. VIRTUALLY. as in FACEBOOK. yes. FACEBOOK has kept me un-'lonely' at home. i enjoy chatting with my friends online. they kinda entertain me. not only my closest friends, but some new friends i met, which i barely know. we never even met face to face, but we manage to get along very well. haha.. maybe that's just why i always hangout with them. i dont care if they say i'm the"group keeper" or something. i just enjoy myself there. THEY ROCK! haha

and guess what? they were all born in 1992! HOW COOL IS THAAAAT?! hahaha.. only them, yes them who make my day fun! ^^

can't wait to go back to kuching for raya!! 15 more days left.. KUCHING, HERE I COME!! :)

MAMA & PIZZA HUT

*1 300 88 2525*

pizza hut: hello ma'am phone number please..

mama: 086 310***

pizza hut: miss sabtuyah, am i correct?

mama: yes.

pizza hut: ok miss we'll get back to you shortly.

(on hold with ramadhan pizza hut promotion.. damdidamdidam...)

pizza hut: ok miss, may i take your order? ---> mistake#1 no "please"

mama: is the promotion for blablbla still on?

pizza hut: yes!!

mama: ok i would like to have blabbla pizza and....

pizza hut: CANNOT!! ---> mistake #2 raising her voice

mama: WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WE LWAYS ORDER THAT!!

pizza hut: i havent finish talking.. you cut me (broken english) you have to pay extra if you want to order that.

mama: I KNOW THAT! NOW WHO'S THE CUSTOMER HERE??

pizza hut: sorry miss. anything else?

mama: tututut pizza and asasa chicken.

pizza hut: ok miss. that'lll be RMXX.xx. your pizza will be deliverd in 30 minutes.

mama: hmm. (hang up) berani she tinggi suara to me! babble babble babble.

- 65 minutes later (past iftar)-

*beep beep*

me: urgh! its about time!

MAMA AND PIZZA HUT would never get along.. haha.. trust me, its not the first time~ ^^

SOAPS, MOVIES, MALAYS & RISKS

dear malaysian producers,

i'm begging you to please oh please with a cherry on top to stop producing too many soaps. errr.. what i meant was soap operas.. sheesh.. ALL those soaps are just DEVLIN  (learnt from a blog  i read.. hehe), full of shit, crap and yang sewaktu dengannya.. oh come on la peeps.. each and every scene nak nangis? are you kidding me? and those actors and actresses, don't you feel ashame crying on national tv? dahla the soaps CONFIRM tunjuk the characters sakit tenat, and the almost dying face. then, yang lagi tak logik when A was informed by the hospital that B was admitted and A would cry an ocean padahal B was admitted because accident masuk longkang je kott.. =..=

not only those crappy crying scene in soaps, but also the so-called comedy drama - halimah jongang, fatimah juling etc. fyi, halimah and fatimah are both my aunts. neither of them are jongang or juling. not that i'm furious 'cause they use my aunts' name its just that  i thought comedy dramas are suppose to be FUNNY. unfortunately, i didnt laugh. =..=

AND the movies pulak, dah macam trend pulak. love story > horror. grrrr.. tarak idea mau bikin cerita lain ka kawan? aiyooo.. what? cicak man?? bullshit. konon buat movie CGI laa.. *yawn* OH, TERINGAT ONE STORY. my cousin went out with her friend one day. the friend got a cousin that lives in GERMANY. so the friend pun tunjuk la our "movies" to the GERMANS. you know what they say?

"oh, cool (wait for it) school project.."

BIG LOL! school project?? adoiiii~

errr.. talking nasty things about our local movies doesn't mean that i hate them.. i watched local movies too you know. just not a big fan.. international movies have their own cliches too like no matther what movie it is - horror, comedy, thriller, romance lagi laa - there's ALWAYS the kissing-make-out scene. they just like to cuddle with each other i guess. LOL.

based on my observation (and my cousin too) WE, MALAYSIAN or should i say MALAYS are just afraid to take risk. we like to see others taking the risk first, then if it succeds, we follow. if we continue on doing that, how can we be like JAPAN? are we gonna be the FOREVER-DEVELOPING COUNTRY? are we just gonna be a follower rather than to be followed?

IT IS ALL UP TO US, THE YOUTH OF THE NATION, TO DECIDE. cewahh!! ^^

-errkk. i though this was suppose to refer to malaysian producers? oh well. whatev~

P/S: i just don/t understand why my friends come to me for love advices. like i have ALL the experience WHICH i have 0 of em.. =..= i just love my friends i guess.. *wink*