how i wanna raise my children

assalam and whadduuuup peepssss!

so far, my hols is as normal as ever..

waking up to the sound of qaireen's crying,

dealing with annoying kids who annoys me everyday..

ninek ngerepak bisin-bisin..

yup! that's just it.. if i'm in kuching that is...

yessss... i'm not very fond of kids..

kids are A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G.

yeaaa they look cute and all BUT........!

as much as i'm annoyed by kids, i still want children of my own.. duh~

the feeling of before getting pregnant (ehem ehem..)

the feeling of getting pregnant..

the feeling of delivering le baby..

awww... i know its still too early to think bout all this, but who cares??

how would i wanna raise my kids??

1) malay + american style = still want my kids to know the malay cultures but at the same time, give a lil touch of how american raise their kids.. they dont pukul their kids but they turned out just fine. i mean minus the sex at 16 part and some other non-acceptable-cultures of them.. malay + islamic style of raising kids will cover that part.. :)

2) english education is a must!

3) provide my kids with everything that i can afford but at the same time not over-pampering them.

4) family time on weekends..

5) family vacations during school holidays..

6) treat 'em as friends but still jaga the batas so they wont naik kepala.

7) i dont think i wanna send em for boarding school.. na-ah..

8) no mtv until they're 13.. i dont want them to sing along to GAGA or LMFAO or AKON bfore tht age.. let em learn TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR or BAA BAA BLACK SHEEP etc.

that's all i could think of for the time being. i'll do more observations and 'll update more later. :)

toodles! ^^

END OF SEM 1!!

ASSALAM & WHADDUUUUUUUUP!!

FINALS ARE OVER!

so that concludes my first semester of being a cognitive science student in unimas!

and also ze fact zat i will not be staying in ze college next semester..

yupp! gotta find a place to crash next semester..

few options to consider:

1) stay at my grandparents', could borrow nek us car to go to class or maybe my parents could buy me a car! (like zat's gonna happen... @_@)

2) rent a house near unimas (desa ilmu area to be exact) with amy and prolly choomie. bus provided. or i could learn to ride a biycle this sem break.. haha

3) marry a guy with a huge mansion so i could stay with him!

option #2 is ze best solution yet, so amy n i is working our ass off to look for a house/apartment for rent. dont really have to worry bout transportation. and i am so excited to stay in my own house!! i mean, it's not really mine but then alaaa... u know what i mean..

option #3 is not really an option. i CANNOT  get married just yet. not ready yet maa.. and plus, JPA would stop sponsoring my studies.. no way jose!

as for option #1, yeaaaaa.. i dunno.. lemme think first..

gee~ tough decision huh? o well.. what's life without challenges. ^^

ADIOS MUCHACHOS!!

I'M A SMARTASS!

dear lonely me,

now i know the reason why i'm still single! i'm a SMARTASS!

"A smart person would rather be single than to be lied to, cheated on, & disrespected. "- esther enjawa

sincerely,
me living in denial.

p/s: i doubt the quote is actually from her but i saw she posted it. :)

BANJIR DATANG LAGI!!

assalam & whaddup peeepss!!

yes yes... exam.. study... study... bla bla bla...

hey, if cognition overlaps, i need rest maaa....

okaaayyy...

so when i woke up this morn, it was raining cats & dogs. 

not literally though. LOL! cannot imagine if i meant it literally.. 

*imagining cats & dogs falling from the sky with the barks and meows*

and so they said: KUCHING BANJIR! 

i dunno if there's flood here in UNIMAS. 

dude, i'm staying on the 3rd floor.. 

still in my PJs.. too cold too mandi man!

teringat zaman dahulu kala.. 

banjir di rumah nek us.. excited sangat-sangat. 

lemme try that again.. 

EXCITED SANGAT-SANGAT!! 

macam nampak swimming pool depan rumah. gago la kedirik nak main aek. hahah!

depan my grandparents' house ada this longkang kecik which was covered by a papan. 

but every time if banjir, the papan will be lifted up. 

so EVERYTIME when i wanna go out of the house during banjir, no matter how careful i was, 

I WOULD DEFINITELY FALL DOWN. 

tripped over the small longkang. LOL!

that time, my brother was shoooo shmall.

 my uncle akan letak him in a besen and float him away! 

yesss.. he floated. 

imagine putting him NOW in the basin. TENGGELAM! hahahahaahah!

i remembered that one particular year where kuching banjir teruk. and we were in the NEWS!! 

everybody was there, the monyet tua from rumah sebelah.. hahahha.. 

memoriessss~ 

wait, was it ONLY my imagination?? well who caresssss.. 

*eye-roll*

if dulu-dulu banjir, ada la orang yang tolong angkat kerusi, meja, sofa, tv, etc naik atas. 

now?? siapa nak angkat??? 

nek us??? well maybe he can, but not doing it alone.. 

nek anjang???? noooo waaaayyy.. 

nek ni??? uh-uh..

yok??? she would, but she can't.

well, i called home this morn, asking whether the water masuk dalam or not. nasib baik air main kat luar je. takut kott nak masuk dalam.. LOL!

aite!

adios muchachos!

(^3^)

p/s: nang dudok lam bilit jak la today.. makan maggi lagiiiiiii~

TIRED OF READING.. =.='

assalam & whaddup peepsss!

i know i know..
should b studying by now.. but i'm kinda bored.. =.='

woke up early at 6.30 today.. but then it rained like heavily.. so i snooze off.. teehee~
went to the fculty general office today..
on my way, met heikal..
he went to see the dean regarding his exam slip.. he claimed he didn't take English Prep 2, but the slip said he did.. blablabla..
here's something to share.. he always look nervous talking to me.. can see his trembling..
nak padah nya sik besa kelaka  ngan rempuan, kawan nya cam rempuan..
nak madah nya suka ngan aku (edeh!), nya dah da gerek..
skati la.. xdak u gago hal kau ehh..

then on my way back, met some random people.
i smiled to EVERYONE (yes.. i did) as usual..
a couple of guys actually "clicked' to get my attention i guess..
but i ignored.. then they say: SOMBONG..
whatev~ malas ku lalek.. at least ku senyum nak.. :)

then lalu another group of people with one girl..
they were talking, then i smiled, then they stopped talking, then the girl actually said: COMEL GILERR.
then i was like (in my thoughts) : eh? kamek ka? hehe... perasan abiss..

then met zikri & salam on their way to exam..
zikri actually bigger than the last time i saw him..
xtaukla maybe i haven't seen him for quite a long time..
or the fact he was walking with salam.. oops! no offence. X)
or maybe nang nya berisik..
apa2 la..

then jumpa jorim..
boy i haven't see him for a looooong time..

who else ??
ya jak kali.. ok!
time to read more..

adios muchachos!!

(^3^)

2011 memories

assalam & whadduuuuup?!

i know i should be studying rite now for it's study week and exam is just around the bush. i mean corner. =,,=

but i'm kinda bored and the studying mood is... well... hey! where it go?? =,,=

anywhooo...
it's almost the end of 2011!!
i just wanna highlight some of my memories throughout the YEEEAAAR~

my first new year away from family..
my roomie composed a song for me.. :)
new friends, old friends, new-old friends..
crushes, admirers.. teehee~
2 confessions.. but cant really tell whether he was serious or not.. LOL
my DRIVING LICENSE!
getting in to UNIMAS.. : /
awesome raya celebration!! baju kebaya for all!
awesome time with my cuzziessss!!

these are all the memories i could remember by now..
goodbye 2011, HELLO 2012!!

you know you love me, XOXO
^3^

p/s: awesome time with my best girl on the last day of 2011, and more awesome time with my other best girls on the first day of 2012!! you guys are totally AWESOOOOOMEE!! XD

this sucks!

assalam & whaddup.. srotttttttt! (bunyi tarik hingus)

i thought it was only my sinus due to the cold weather.

consumed clarinase last night, thanks to amy.

felt kinda better this morning.

then i started sneezing again..

my throat is soar, cant feel my nose. srottttttt!

could taste my meal just now, nasi + chicken + teh tarik.

made hot cocoa (it was actually vico but i want it to sound more exclusive)

taste nothing like chocolate. =,,=

i am officially catching a cold.

this sucks!

srotttttttttt!!

p/s: rupa ku kinek ng kdak urg bertamben. baju kelebar, sweater, ngan socks! ahak! kotan ku x sabar nk ada baby tek naaaaakkk.. x)

#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

assalam & whaddup!

this is a random post.
i was just finish watching GOSSIP GIRL, watching penn badgely in action.
HE IS DAMN HOT!
what i wanna say is that I WANT A BOYFRIEND JUST LIKE DAN HUMHPREYS!
he's smart, sarcastic in a good way,
 has sense of humor, HOT, a family guy, loves his sister (and the girlfriend),
protective,
 look very innocent but actually a bad guy deep inside.
even though he's not from a wealthy family, but he's everything that a girl ever wanted! at least i do. :)
oh2! most important, HE SPEAKS FLUENT ENGLISH! duh~

please oh please my future boyfriend/husband be like DAN HUMPHREY!
not that i'm being picky but someone like him would be nice.
if that's possible.
#GirlsAndTheirImaginationThatWouldNeverProbablyComeTrueEspeciallyAGirlLikeMe

ok random bye!

p/s: what you did to Serena in episode 35 season 2 is UNACCEPTABLE! c'mon, RACHEL CARR???? she's a bitch. and future BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND, please dont do that.

I WANT A SONY MP3!

assalam & whadduuuuup!

today my mood swings weirdly..
 this morning it wasn't so good, then all of a sudden, i go hyperr!
hahahaha..
everyday i go hyper..
 amirul cakap mcm kanak2 ribena..
 LOL

anywayyyyysss..
today result PMR keluaaaaarrr!
 congratss to adik amy, adiK nasrullah, esyam, alisha and syed!
 yerrrr... straight a's ehh.. wewiiit!

teringat 4 years ago PMR 2007..
bukan nak sombong but then i actually expected my result.. hehe
cos the questions are damn easy baah.. wait, except for sejarah..
yesss.. i thought i'm not gonna score for sejarah but i did.. *huge grin*

as typiical malasyain students,malam before result keluar memang tak tido.
then the next day, i actually went to take my result with my parentss..
they insisted on coming with me and guess what?
we arrived there one hour earlier.. =,,=

i wasnt the one who's super excited.
my mom was cool.
but MY DAD was superrrrrr anxious.
memang typical my dad laaa..

i was actually anxious before nisa called me.
thanks for spoiling the surprise kojen.. =,,=
i was still in the car when i got the news.
i didn't tell my parents.
just let it be a surprise for em.

5 mins before 10, udak called my mom.
she thought i already got the result.
soshe told my mom.
and they hugged me.
my dad cried.
yesss... MY DAD.

i still remember the deal.
if i get straight a's, i want the sony mp3.
so of course la i got what i earned for.
*HUGE GRIN*

tp the mp3 dah rosa sebab masuk dalam washing machine dobi kt mrsm..
=,,=

ok bye!

#RANDOM

assalam & whaddup peepss!

ok hari tok saya rasa emo sikit.. first day period kali. jadi saya nak besadu lah.. jap, asla mpuan period jak emo oo?? nang mainan psychology.. SOOOOMUA nya cognitive process.. oops! revision ndah saya tekk..

ok lahh.. cmtok bah cerita nyaa.. kinek tok saya tengah boring.. sorang2 dalam bilit amy.. xda ngan beloyar.. jado saya beloyar kedirik lah ngan lappy hoo.. tapi ya bukan main story saya.. hoho.. bebelit jak nak sampe ke cerita.. lommmm.. malam ari jahh..

ok2.. saya tok di kelas, bekawanlah dengan cinone.. nang dari dolok gik kawan saya cinone.. dari matrik laa.. mrsm dolok neda rami cinone.. mula2 kamek urang bertiga oo.. sampe la ada conflict ngan sorang tok.. kita tunggah nya C++ la hoo.. ad la conflict nya tek.. pnjang gilak nak d ceritaaaaaa... so now, tinggal kamek berduak jaakkk.. nak kawan mek sorang tok nama nya amoi (bukan nama sebenar). si amoi tok tek nang anti menaa lah dengan C++ ya tekk.. kamek?? hmmm..

kamek sebenarnya cam kesian ngan C++. cam kinek nya slalu sorang2 bahh.. then raaaami duhal urang x suka ngannya.. apa2 nya polah semua dah x betul kinek.. taaaaapiiiii.. nya ya pun sorang.. gedik x bertempat baahhh.. taaaapiiii kali nang perange nya kedak yaaa? nang xpat diubah gik kali??

ahhh! kamek pun xtauk nak padah camne tapi cam bila sidak make fun of nya, i will feel kinda bad for her.. kesian la jwak tangga nyaa.. taaaaapiiiii... ehh.. xla pande ku nak madah kedak ne ehh..  yang dapat ku nak pdah just that ku kesian jak lah ngannya.. kali cam aku bait gilak ngan urang kali.. i still tegur her laa.. like "hi", "good morning" . tapi not as close as before laa.. urang selalu tanyak pahal kamek 3 x sama gik.. and my answer is always "entah".

okay.. pahal aku x teman jak nya oo?? ntahlaa.. macam xapt klik jak.. hmmm.. ya jak la tekk.. cam mun urang xtauk cerita mesti urang xphm.. tapi mun urang tauk kesah pun phm kaa?? hahaha.. xpala.. xkesaaahh.. nak bloyar sorang2 jak tok.. hmm..

ya jak lah nak d susei saya tekk.. angol palak ku miker.. cam x penting pun nak d piker oo?? pa jak laa.. =,,=

p/s: period cramp sakit!! =,,=