awkward~

super awkward~ lantaklaa.. ada orang nak baca or tak.. like i care.. i just found a topic to share. cakap sorang2 macam sinetron indon tak salah kott~

my friend ni x pandai nak pronounce awkward. super cute! :)

i have lots of guy friends. no doubt. why? because i think they are much more easier to understand. ANNNND they are FUN and COOL~  = "  i still love you girlfriends!! ;)

eh.. eh.. having lotsa guy friends is not the awkward part.. the awkward part is when they start to act like weirdly towards you..

what do you mean by acting WEIRDLY?

well, when they start to take my jokes seriously..

what kinda jokes?

umm.. i don't know.. sometimes if we start talking bout marriage or dating or whatsoever, SOME of  'em will take it seriously. c'mon.. you know i like to fool around with words.. 'loyar buruk' or "nguras" as we call it is what i like to do mann~ ask my closest friends... they know how i am.. talking to random strangers which in the end will end up being my friends, is what i like.. I LOVE HAVING NEW FRIENDS! *wink*

i have this one weird - wait- AWKWARD experience.. i NEVER had a special boyfriend before.

why? are u a lesbo?

hell no!! i'm straight ok! its just that nobody ever confessed to me yet not that i care of cause maybe i'm not attractive enough to them.. lol.. my time will come.. *wink*

UNTIL one day.. hoho.. seriously, its an AWKWARD situation.. we just met.. he happens to be a friend of a friend of my cousin, whereby the friend of my cousin happens to be my friend too.. pening? haha.. lets put it this way.. A = the guy, B = my cousin's friend, C = my cousin.. SO, A is a friend of B, where B is a friend of C.. THEREFORE, A and B are my new friends.. get it?? still confused? urgh~ forget bout it..

so then bla bla bla... talk talk.. laugh laugh.. jokes.. yada yada.. we strolled at the beach tengok sunset.. there are 7 of us btw.. at the beach, we wrote our names on the sand.. lol. poyo gila.. =.=

cut to tthe chase, A dragged a loooooong arrow from his name to mine.. so everybody was like.. O_0

B : oooh~ seems like a silent confession.. haha
me: LOL!
D (another friend) : why dont you just say it out loud. alaa.. i'm sure u like honest guy rite fatin??
me: huh?? of course laa.. but this is awkward~~
A: (after kena paksa by his friends) fine~ first time when i saw u both, u're cute.. and u look like sh amani (pointing at me) i like u..
me: oookaaaayyyy.. this is tooootally awkward~ but thanks.. :)

then blablabla.. jadi bahan.. we left..
 
seriously, how awkward is THAT?? i think it is.. cause i just knew him for like what, 2 hours?? how can he tell me he likes me?? that's why i dont really believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. YET.

but i admire his courage to tell me that he likes me.  that is sooo sweet of him.. awww..  i didnt hate him for that.. i still treat him as a friend though.. oh ya, after the incident, B told me that A keep asking bout me.. xtaula he was just fooling with me kann.. whatever laa.. its not that i dont like him but he's younger than me. USTAZ REDZUAN told me to find at least someone that is at least 5 years OLDER.. hahak! HE said guys like younger girls.. yeke?? i just wanna be friends. tapi kalau dh jodoh nak buat macam mana kan :)

luckily most of my guy friends dah ada yang punya. so far, xde plak mslh with their awekss.. kawan je.. those yang xde awekss, i dont think they have feelings for me.. duh~  nanti rasa cam sumbang mahram plak sebab i dah rasa they all macam abang.. :)

dah tu, if you treat they all macam your brothers, how in hell are you gonna have a boyfriend, get married and have 4 kids?

errrkkk. tu belakang cerita laa! my time will come. :)
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do i really look like sh amani or sh aleya?? hmm.. awkward~

how i wish i could marry you.. *sigh*

update lagi.. ^^

i never knew fasting at home could be this lonely. :(

ceritera bukak puasa

alhadulillah~ kenyang i bukak puasa. mi goreng + old town milk tea = cukup ah..

sambil bukak posa, mama and i tengok tv. MAMA & ME. ONLY. cerita melayu. urgh! typical malay drama. nangis-nangis, sedih-sedih, sakit-sakit. DIE. i know, tv akan main cerita-cerita like this SEPANJANG BULAN NI. grrrr..

BULETIN UTAMA pukul 8, keluar pulak cerita orang susah yang perlukan bantuan right here in BINTULU.. huh?? tak pernah tau punnnn..

kat fesbuk people keep updating bout their first day of puasa...

"awww... tahun ni puasa kat tmpat org.. isk3.."

"rindulah nak puasa ngan mama, papa, adik, along, angah, achik, wan, opah bagai... :( "

"yeyeyeeyeye!! puasa kt rumah!!"

as for me?? i know that berpuasa with family best gila, seronok sampai nak melompat-lompat sampai langit ke-16.. eksejeret cerita.. well, i'm not saying that I DON'T LIKE berpuasa kat rumah, its just that I PREFER puasa with my friends.. puasa kat rumha sunyi doe.. :(

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dulu-dulu, bulan puasa falls on school holiday.. so last time, school holiday je, i'll go back to KUCHING.. fun jugak laa.. NEK NI  masak feveret food bagai.. YOK will always ask: "what do you want for sahur?" puasa with cousins.. main mercun, bunga api bagai.. pergh! bab bangun sahur toksah cerita laa.. payah bebenau! kesian YOK..

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FORM 1 til FORM 5, i puasa kat sekolah.. sekolah boarding kaaaaaann.. environment puasa mmg totally different laa.. different in a good way.. ME LIKE! bukak puasa ramai-ramai kat DEWAN SELERA (DS) with seniors and juniors.. then ramai-ramai gi surau solat jemaah sama-sama.. time bukak puasa paling best is during FORM 5.. senior la konon.. hikhik.. tahun-tahun before, masalah tak cukup tempat time bukak puasa amat serious sekali.. samapi we have to tapau the food and bukak kat hostel.. :(

so, time form 5 tu, there's an extra tent pasang kat DS.. dari first day puasa, until the last day, me and gang already book the place.. wahhh! konon dah sign contract bagai laa.. LOLS.. tapi there were times yang ktorg lmbat reserve and orang lain dah ambik port tu.. WHATEVER.. ktorg senior cool. xde nye nak gaduh-gaduh sume pasal tmpat duduk kt DS.. tak macam senior tahun before.. ooops! cerita lama wehhh... *zip*

basically, everyday la ktorang bukak kt situ.. juniors pun dah tau sangat dah kakakss and abangss yang sit at that table.. so one day, dekat nak ujung-ujung puasa tak silap, ktorang 'perang' ngan geng besar batch ktorang laa... that time bongok lagii.. bnde kecik pun nak gaduh.. sengal bebenau... actually kes salah faham doe.. adala 2 of my galss yang sedang borak-borak sambil tengok-tengok and gelak-gelak.. ke arah gang besar batch ktorang tu.. actually they were not - repeat - WERE NOT staring at them.. we galss like to LOLSS.. tapi serious masa to mmg bukan gelak kat diorg.. tapi akibat salah faham, that night after terawih.. some of THE BOYS mengamuk kat kelas time prep...

 he went to every class searching for us.. that night, i lepak with ROZA at her class (kelas B)..  we could hear the chaos yang sedang happen kat kelas F.. F> E>D>C and B......

BOY: (shouting at me) ap yang ko x puas ati kat aku huh???!!
ME: (was sitting dekat pintu, which is close to him) KO PAHAL??!!
 BOY: (tendang pintu then left)
ME: wadefuuuukkkk???!

homaigodd.. mau tak cuak gua kena tengking budak laki.. nasib baik i have a loud voice.. hehe.. a ource from that class said, the scene happened that night was superrrrr funny cause my voice was superrrrrrr louder rrrr than the BOY'S voice.. LOLSSS!!

actually kannn, ktorang mmg pernah akit hati pun kat diorg tu.. tapi satu hari tu je la kottt.. after that ktorang bwt besa je... mekdono jee.. it was the day that diorg g baling mercun time orang tengah bukak puasa.. baling kat meja org plak tuh... orang nak bukak puasa dengan aman doe~

haiyaaaa.. small matter je kott.. itu pun mau gaduh kaaa??  dasar budak xtau pape.. zaman jahiliyah orang cakap..

but then, moment like that laa that i missed sooo damn fucking much.. where got gaduh-gaduh tengking-tengking time bukak puasa kat rumah kannnn~~?? oh yaaaaa... time bukak puasa kat sekolah, time tu lah ktorang borak-borak, share-share food, LOL-ingss... hmmmm.. how i missed that moment... :'(

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tak bukak lagi cerita bukak puasa kat matrik last year.. hahaha.. pun bestttt.. time bukak puasa, jangan harap laa nak tengok kafe bukak.. bazaar ramadhan la jawab ny.. kat bazaar tu, best woo usha mamat-mamat alim, siap berkopiah kain plekat bagai keluar dari surau.. tak pun, duk bertenggek kat tngga surau.. kejadah... hehe.. then, plastik kat tangan bukan nak satu je, mau smpai 5-6 gak ah.. paling best, air tebu hari-hari beb~ pergh!! peberet doe~

kat my college, there's this peraturan that forbid guys to be at girls' cafe after 6 and vice versa.. but then, the bazaar is very the dekat with girls' cafe.. so diorg amik senang, port je laa kt our cafe.. yang brbuka ngan awekss lain plak ceritaa.. everyday, MR MEGAT confirm ronda-ronda.. hari-hari ktorg tgk guys kena tengking laa, tarik telinga laa.. hahaha..

paling besttt, ktorg bukak puasa dalam gelap with no kipas.. mengong kann?? we just dunno why diorang tanak bukak.. still a mystery until now.. hmmm..

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today, first day bukak puasa kat rumah.. MAMA & ME ONLY. sunyi gilaaa.. tapi agak lama dah x bukak with mama.. :)


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asal masuk bulan puasa je, i'll miss me galss.. :(

where EXACTLY IS my hometown??

hometown noun - a place where you were born OR lived as a child.
(oxford advanced learner's dictionary, 6th edition)

if people ask me: where are you from? or where's your hometown?

what shoud be my answer?? i always got confused..

my dad is from BINTULU, SARAWAK.

my mum is from KUCHING SARAWAK.

 i was BORN in KUCHING SARAWAK but the i've been living in BINTULU SARAWAK when i was a child.

where actually is my hometown??

P/S: usually when people ask me, i'll just answer im from KUCHING.. hehe.. ^^

waiting is killing >:(

dear children of ADAM and EVE.. 60 seconds a minute, 60 minutes an hour, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and so on.. is it not enough for you?? time flies, we run.. we have to catch up.. if you make people for you, it aint cool.. they have other stuff to do.. respect others.. wait for them and DONT let them wait for you (even though you still think that WAITING IS KILLING).. aint cool peeps.. aint cool.. put yourself in their shoes.. how would you feel??

SMILE ( :

waiting in the car with kak hannah at a petrol station. so then came a car that park beside ours. a late-40 guy who was the driver came out of the car and look at me directly. i just can't help myself but to SMILE  at him. i gave him a friendly SMILE. he SMILED back with a SMILE that i described as wanna-do-something-bad-to-me SMILE. LOL!

sorry uncle if i misintepret your SMILE! but it was DAMN CREEPY!! =_=

kalau saya stress.....

kalau saya stress, saya buat apa? i'll solve the rubix cube over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. doesn't really matter how many times, i'll just solve it. YES. saya tengah stress sangat2 sekarang. huh? what's stressing me out during this loooooooong holiday? that's just it. THIS LOOOOOOOOOOONG HOLIDAY IS KILLING ME!!! not just that, i have my JPJ pre-road test on TUESDAY!!! i know it feels good to have the license, but the test is STRESSING ME OUT!! whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~!!!

DEAR ALLAH PLEASE HELP ME.   *gulp*

gettin my license: DAY 7, 8, 9 and 10

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalalalalalalal~~

i tell u ah, my brain is reall gonna xplode!!

so many things to remember!!!!

i'm going CRAAAAA-ZEEEEHHHH~~!!

lesson - side parking & 3 penjuru (what the heck is this??)

SIDE PARKING

after turun bukit, masuk left lane.

bonet kereta align with bahu jalan, turn right.

luruskan kereta, make sure side of the car sama lurus with arrow on the road.

reverse the car until the shoulder sama with the YELLOW MARK

turn the wheels (SAMPAI HABIS) to the left

reverse until a yellow mark can be seen through the side mirror.

turn the wheels (SAMPAI HABIS) to the right

masukkan tayar right front dlm white line

AND STOP!

move the car forward until (the same) yellow mark can be seen before proceeding to the 3 PENJURU.

3 PENJURU

turn right

make sure the arrow located bawah kereta.

stop at the first HOLE

turn the wheels half a turn to the right, left mirror sama denga bahu jalan turn left

right mirror sama dengan yellow mark turn right

AND STOP UNTIL RIGHT MIRROR SAMA DENGAN HOLE.

turn the wheels (SAMPAI HABIS) to the right

reverse the car

STOP when the car is straight.

AND BACK TO WHERE WE STARTED.... =)

DAY 7 - pissed cos it was DAMN HARD!

so DAMN many things to be remembered..

DAY 8 -  PISSED cos i still didnt get it right..

DAY 9 - quite happy cos i almost get it right

DAY 10 - I NAILED IT!!

so they say, PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT. IT REALLY DOES!!

XD

gettin my license: DAY 6

today's lesson:

GET YOUR CAR STRAIGHT!!!

ganbate ne^^

next class: JUNE 16, 1230 hours

gettin my license: DAY 3, 4 and 5

muahahahahaahahahahhaahahhaahah!  >:)

i know rite.. i have to stop laughing like that.. LIKE.I.CARE. =p

my DAY 3 and 4 isnt that fun btw. sigh~

DAY 3: i was test on my DAY 2 lesson. it turns out - F.A.I.L

hahahahahaha

my head was all over the place that day.

dunno what was i thinking.

HEAD ON THE ROAD GIRL!

DAY 4 (yesterday): on the road

same as what i did on DAY 1

also, semalam memang worst ever la.

asyik kena marah MR WILLIAM.

sigh~

DAAAAAYY 5 - TODAY (:

i had sooooooooooooooooooo daaaaaaaamn fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunn!!!

today's lesson: naik bukit

yeaaaaaaaaaaaah~

i didnt go on the road today.

just pusing2 kat circuit in the academy.

sooo, here goes:-

MESTI STOP before simpang before the slope IF both lanes at the slope are OCCUPIED.

RIGHT SIGNAL

masuk either RIGHT OR LEFT lane (depending on which lane is available)

STOP before WHITE LINE.

angkat tangan.

STEP ON the accelerator (make sure shoulder touches the door, head outside)

LOWER FRAME of side mirror above the YELLOW,

STEP ON THE CLUTCH AND BRAKE PEDAL AT ONCE!

make sure the front tyre TOUCHES the yellow line.

tarik HANDBRAKE.

ANGKAT TANGAN

dooown the slope.

DONE!

IF the front tyre havent touch the yellow line, DO NOT PUT UP YOUR HAND JUST YET!

reverse down the slope and repeat again.

4 STEPS GOING DOWN THE SLOPE AFTER REACHING THE YELLOW LINE ( also practical for keluar simpang academy)

STEP 1

release clutch pedal (just a lil bit) sampai gegaran

STEP 2

step on the accelerator and maintain it

STEP 3

release a lil bit more of the clutch pedal sampai ada gegaran

STEP 4

release handbrake

hope to have MORE FUN tomorrow!!!

mata ne!!!^^

NEXT CLASS: JUNE 15, 1630 hours