LET IT GO

i let go things easily

because i find that the "kecik hati" feeling

is a waste of a time.

because i believe that 

every actions have their own reasons.

i would lay down all the possible reasons of why they behave in such a way

because like

in this whole universe

everyone's different

twins may look identical physically,

but what's inside that differentiates them.

tipu lah if i never feel kecik hati towards people.

but then again,

i thought to myself.

is it worth it?

like what's in it for me?

then i forgive them.

and do forgive me if i ever feel that way

sometimes,

when i feel kecik hati

like very kecik hati,

i will tell.

i might tell you directly,

or maybe i would just give you the cold shoulder.

i hate doing the confrontation

like

who likes em right?

so far,

nobody has ever being confronted.

thank god for that.

always see the silver linings..

this is probably why

i still hangout with people i dont like,

people who my friends think that are jerks,

because those people,

are still people.

and as long as i still can tolerate with them,

then

why not.

call me hypocrite

but then again.

who aren't in the world these days?

unless

you really did me wrong

like the fact that i know you went behind my back

and stab me at least once

you're gone.

GONE.

if i ever did any of these to you people,

tell me straight to my face.

"FATIN, YOU'RE A B.."

this is a random inner thought post.

that's why it doesnt seem to make sense.