SOMETIMES

You know

Sometimes
I hate myself
for not being nosy
Because
I always thought
That if they wanna tell me
They would tell me.
There's no need to force.

I hate myself
For not being brave enough
To text people first
Because
I always thought that i might be
Disturbing them
Like maybe
They're in the middle of something
And me texting them
Might be a distraction.
That's why i never do that
Unless memang penting.

I hate myself for a lot of things
But these are the things that i could think of right now.
So yeah.
Im hitting publish.

Hmmmmm..
I think this is my estrogen talkimg.
Whatevs