HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUPER-MAMA!

assalaaaaaaaaaamualaikum and WHADDUP!

49 years ago, another daughter of haji jamail and hajah betty was born.

they named her Sabtuyah for she was born on saturday (sabtu).

26 years later, she was married to a great guy named Awang Hamid and was blessed with two awesome kids.

she's a daughter, a wife and a mother i look  up to.

well maybe not yet a wife and a mother.

but hey, when i get married and have kids, imma be just like my mom!

when i was 5, where i started to learn how to write and read, i wrote a letter to Chicky Hour, some KFC program on tv back then.

i drew a picture of a cat and asked my mom to post it to them.

i received a reply and was super excited about that.

i was 5. how would i know it was a fake letter from my mom?

i only realised it as grow up.

when i was 13, i get in to a boarding school.

i never be apart from my parents so it was kinda tough for me.

i called mama everyday after  class and cried.

i asked her to write a letter to the principal telling him that i wanna dropped out of the school.

i even asked mama to come visit me every weekend.

guess what, mama wrote the letter and told me that she'll post it.

YEAH RIGHT..

she never did.

she knew i'll survive in that school.

and yes, i only realised it after i graduated from the school.

when i was in boarding school,

i wished mama a BELATED birthday.

i can still remember her disappointed sad voice on the phone.

i am terribly sorry for that.

mama sacrificed/sacrifices a lot for me.

i will make you and ayah proud.

I WILL!

MAMA

THANK YOU for pretending to be Kak Tutti and replied my letter. i was soo happy back then.

THANK YOU for not sending the letter to Mr Abdullah Sani.

cos if you did, i won't be who i am today.

THANK YOU for every single sacrifice you did for both of us.

THANK YOU ALLAH for letting me grow well in this woman's womb and let her gave birth to me and raised me well.

then again, i'm sorry for the belated birthday wish before. 

you know when me and adek make fun of you and laughed at you, we never really meant it.

i would hug you and not let you go to show how much i'm thankful to have you as my mother.

but if i do that, you wont be able to move and we wont be having dinner for a looooooooooooooong time..

heheh!

I LOVE YOU MAMA!

WE LOVE YOU!

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY!

p/s: im not as good as adek in writing. im writing from my heart. mind my grammars and usage of words. i wanna email this to you but then i might end up crying when you get back from work and that sucks. so i decided to post this in my blog and maybe email it to you AFTER  my semster break, when i'm already back in unimas.. heehee..