A FRESH GOOD START :)

Happy 3rd RAMADHAN!!

Alhamdulillah...

i decided to start wearing hijab this Ramadhan.

i know it's kinda late, but it;s never too late to change.

kan kan kan??

:)

i know i should hv started earlier considering it's compulsory as a Muslimah.

but i guess its a fresh start for me to change.

a muslim brother once asked me:

"why aren't you covering your awrah? why don;t you wear a hijab?"

i could not answer the question and remain silent.

i feel bad. but that doesn't stop me from exposing my hair in public.

i had this one dream somewhere this year.

we (family) were sitting on a round table chatting.

my grandma went out of the blue pointing at me an said:

"that's not my grandchild. ALL my grandchildren wear hijab. she's not my grandchild."

i cried as i woke up.

but no, i just thought to myself: it's just a dream.

and continue on with my sin.

Astaghfirullahalazimm...

a few months ago, my cousins started to wear hijab.

everyone around me are wearing them:

cousins, friends, etc.

frankly, i have that uneasy feeling within me hangin around people with hijab.

i mean it feels weird.

dont get me wrong! it's a weird uneasy feeling in a good way.

and that's when i realised.

i'm not ashamed of saying that i'm following today's trend.

but hey, it's a good trend!

dapat pahala lagi yuuuu....!

we have to force ourselves doing something good or else we'll b stuck in the darkness.

eh? cam pelik jak tapi xhal lah.

you get what i mean rite?

i just wanna share my story.

i hope this could be a good start for me.

INSYAALLAH...

adios amigosssssss!!

:)