I admit that i've been so busy lately
i rarely have time to hang out with my friends
i would squeeze in a little
and grab any chance i could to catch up with em
but sadly it was never mutual.
what had i been up to?
started with my Masters program meaning that i have to go
to UNIMAS every morning at 8.30
then i'll go back at 4
been tutoring my cousin for PT3 for the final 4 weeks every night;
in which the exam starts today
Dialysis Duty every Monday, Wednesday and Friday
been busy with the preparation for Nek Us' 87th this coming Wednesday,
which left me with no leisure weekends
my head's been a mess lately
so i wasnt really in the mood for dramas
hence i ignore most of the things that dont benefit my time
my only free times are during meal times
i used to lepak dudok lamak2 during meal times
but now not so much
i kinda miss those times.
hanging out and catching up with my friends.
im sorry i had to decline any of your invites,
im sorry i participate less in the group chats
im sorry that i've been so boring as a friend
im not sure if this is just me or anything
but i do kinda feel far from my friends
and i dont like that feeling
they said it's because it's a growing up phase
like everyone has their own things to do
and probably you gotta leave some things behind
but why would i leave my friends behind???
i dont want that!
i dont wanna adult.
WHO LET ME ADULT???!
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