looking all jolly
then you see your friends
and then you start cracking jokes
and you guys laugh real hard
you laugh the hardest
like there's no tomorrow
awkward silence
okay now tell me
what's wrong?
what do you mean?
come on
don't reply my question with a question
there's nothing wrong.
im fine.
right.
what's wrong?
you know you cant hide things from us.
i'm fine.
BULLSHIT.
for someone who likes keeping things from others
and suffer the pain myself,
just because i dont want to burden them with my problems,
until i cant really handle it myself,
i need someone to tell BULLSHIT right to my face.
because I came to realise that im the kind of person
Who would rather be sad and miserable alone
Rather than dragging others to be miserable with me
I would rather see the silver linings on the cloud than the storm that lies ahead.
im happy-go-lucky and carefree, and that's what i want you to see.
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