GRADUATION GOGGLES

= The relief and nostalgic feeling one has about a time in their life when it is about to end, even if the time was completely miserable.

i just told dolah to cherish every single moment with his classmates
while he still can
because im having a hard time moving on...

from my college life.

you know when people say your life would be totally different

as soon as you've finished your study,

that you'll miss everything about it,

in which you denied it before you even be in that situation?

they weren't lying.

im serious.

im even considering to further my masters in coursework

instead of research

because i actually miss going to class..

i miss the environment..

i miss that moment where i wasnt really listening to the lecturer

because i was too busy tweeting,
or playing dumb ways to die,
in which i had influenced most of my classmates

and in the end i got nothing... from the lesson i mean..

i miss that moment where i actually sleep during the whole 2-hour statistics class

because the lecturer was too slow.

i miss that moment where i was late for Dr. Teh's class

and sneaked in the back door

because i dont wanna hear him babbling about time management.

oh and that final 1 hour of his class which i usually sneaked out

and hang out on my own

eating doughnuts from the nearest kiosk

because i couldnt stand being in the class anymore.

that thrilling moment of getting my assignments done

the night before the deadline

because im an avid procrastinator.

note that i started doing my thesis proposal one week before the presentation

and not to forget the actual research..

that feeling when i dont wanna go to class

and because we have an 80% attendance policy

i actually calculated the days of absence im allowed to have
to at least get that 80% attendance.

that annoyance when my group members
did a crappy work on the group assignment
in which i always ended up doing the whole thing on my own.
because im a perfectionist when it comes to those kinda work.

the conversation i had with Dr Tan
which he would always end up saying,

"Alaa.. you belanja me laa.. you kan banyak duit. orang kaya.. we go karaoke ka. watch movie ka.. can?"

that moment when i was caught
not attending Dr Kamal's class
because i was stranded at the faculty due to the heavy rain.
and i had an assignment to be submitted to him that very evening.
and we were like,

"haa Dayang, awak ponteng kelas saya eh?"

"bukan ponteng, sir. it was raining heavily. saya stuck kat faculty.."

"banyak la alasan awak. ponteng tetap ponteng.."

"betul sir.. hujan lebat kan pagi tadi.. sir nak chocolate?"

"tak nak.. saya tak ambil rasuah dari students.."

"eh.. sir ni bukan rasuah.. ni ikhlas dari student kepada lecturer.. haaa..."

"hahah.. macam2 la awak ni.."

and he would always tease me in class
when he brought the ponteng topic up..

aaaaaaaaaaah...
im really missing everything.
as much as everything annoyed me before.