assalamualaikum and whaddup!
i must say, i'm the most insecure person on earth. i'm not sure why, but it surely is disturbing.
1) sometimes when i go out, i always feel that there's something that's not right whether it's my clothes, my face or my whole look for the day..
2) when i enter a store, and i get that weird stare, i would start checking out myself if there's something wrong. to make myself feel better, i will positively think that probably they're just looking around and bam! there i was.
3) when i pass by a group of people and they suddenly laugh or smirk, i always think that they're laughing at me. and i'll said to myself "i know my defects. please dont laugh.." even though they were actually laughing at something else.
4) i think that i annoy people when they stop talking to me, or stop texting, or replying me. even though there's a whole lot of other reasons to that. i told ya. it's my insecurities..
5) and oh.. i always think that many people dont really like me that they will always avoid me because i talk too much and they dont wanna listen to my stories because it's too boring. i usually stop talking when i get that vibe.
there's a whole lot more of this. i feel self insecure almost everytime. THIS has to stop.
xoxo
-FF-
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