STOP

u cannot expect one to  be what u want if their interest is not there.
one is not able to achieve others' expectation not because they can't.
it's either because it's out of their league, or one has reached their capability limit.
so stop being judgmental and accept them as they are.

GET THE STORY RIGHT, DUDE~

assalaaaaaaaamualakum & whadduppppp???!

first of all, a shoutout to those who got their SPM results today!

wina (ma cuzzy!) - 6A 3B

ariffin (ma bro!) - 3A 6B

najmi - 8A 1B

suhai - 6A 4B ( pun nak sedih..)

and those who scored straight A'S!

maka saya pun teringat time ngambik result dolok..

i came to school all by myself.

well, yok dropped me off.

i insisted to come to school to look at my result.

at school, i saw a lot of newspaper guys.

i didnt know what's happening.

i went straight to the notice board to look at my result.

i still couldnt believe my eyes.

the newspaper reporters were actually there to do an article about the school.

our batch broke the school record for the highest GPS (school grade average) within 16 years.

for more info, click this link:

MRSM Kuching SPM 2009

besides the record we broke, i was in the headline for the news in UTUSAN MALAYSIA  (March 12, 2010)

i'm not proud of the story. i could tell you the story is all BULLSHIT.

lemme highlight something:

 Anak seorang penebar roti canai di pasar malam di Bintulu, Dayang Nurfatin Farzana Awang Hamid, 18, tidak menjadikan latar belakang keluarganya sebagai alasan untuk tidak boleh cemerlang dalam peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2009. 

yes, my dad is seorang penebar roti canai. but my mom works in SHELL. they made me sound like someone yang sangat tidak berkemampuan. (bak kata bainun, macam saya tok belaja k lampu minyak tanah). not that i'm complaining but get the story right dude.

Memperoleh keputusan sekurang-kurangnya A dalam 10 mata pelajaran SPM yang diambilnya,  ....

i took 9 subjects la man. aiyooo..

so this is the malaysian mass media. molah cerita over sekali.. mmmphh.. malaskuuu..

oh, for the rest of the article, click here:

my first newspaper debut. hahah!

so after all the interviews, me and my pelangis went out with cikgu masmery and her daughters.

we treated her to KFC.

rindu cikgu mas!

ya jak lah saya ngeshare. saya ada banyak keja tunggak.. mlobo jak oii.. kelak2 lah saya ngapdet gik.

TOODLES! ^^

WHAT PHONE TO BUY????

assalaaaaaaaamualaikummm!!

i'm in the search for a new a phone.

i wanna buy a new phone.

but the problem is i dunno what phone to buy.

what i know is, i want a phone that:

is neither flip nor slide,

has keypad cause i think touch screen phone rosak cepat,

preferably nokia cos i think tahan lama..

well, mp3 is a must!

budget below 500..

i'm thinking of NOKIA X2..

but then BLACKBERRY is also on my mind..

tough decision ever!

toodles!

FIRST DAY HIGHLIGHTS

assalam and whadduuuuuuuup!!

first day of class highlights:

woke up extra early cos couldnt really sleep that night..

first time riding the shuttle to class..

i sang "the wheels on the bus go round and round" in my head all the way to the main campus..

sprained my ankle after getting down from the shuttle and it hurts sooo bad right now,

and i think my foot is swollen -_____________-

clean the toilet with amy after the maintenance guy unclogged the clogged drain..

 i think that's pretty much just it..

my foot is seriously killing me rite now. need tukang urut. PRONTO!

SAYA SIK MACAM MELAYU KAH?

assalamualaikum..

yaaa..

maka nyaa..

saya sudah sampai ke kuching..

waduh! masa liburan nya sudah tamat sih..

maka nyaa..

kuliah mulai ari senin..

indonesian accent fail!

ok.. so just on the plane, some random stranger approached me.

well he didn't exactly approach me. i was standing behind me.

then he started a conversation with me.

i'm guessing his a malay.

it goes something like this:

guy: go back? (he actually started with english)

me: err.. yep. :)

guy: where?

me: i'm going back to study. :)

guy: *mumbles something but i'm guessing he asked where i studied*

me: kat unimas ( i replied in malay, yes.a)

guy: boleh cakap melayu?

me: errr.. boleh.

guy: local? from sarawak?

me: yes local. orang sarawak.

guy: haha. kamek ingat kitak bukan melayu.

me: mmmph.. padanlah kelaka urang puteh indah.. haha

blablabla..

he said he's from kuching and works in bintulu. 

he also said he used to study mech engin in unimas too but then he dropped out.

i just nod and don't know whetherto believe or not 'cause he's a total stranger.

then he asked to be my friend 'cause he doesn't have any friends in bintulu. 

but he didn't ask for my phone number and that's a relief. phew!

i'm guessing he's visiting his family over the weekend.

so he asked me where do i stay. i simply answered gita.

LOL!!

so after the plane departed, i didn't talk to him again 'cause he was sitting waaaaaay at the back.

didn't see him at the baggage claim.

or else he would ask for my phone number right?

ek ah! perasaaaan~

sekarang saya snagat bosan.

tb rumah ninek cambangang.

nasib saya ada laptop.

sigh~

ok then.

P/S: texting ngan parina macam text ngan gerek. based on my observationlah how people text ngan gerek. ^^

MUST MAINTAIN!

assalam and whadduuuuuuuppp!!

has been waiting for sooooo long!!

finally it's complete!

turns out my calculation is.....CORRECT!

alhamdulillah~

*please read with a high pitch tone except for the alhamdulillah part.. why? because it's fun! no? fine. gedik..

XOXO

NEW SEMESTER NEW SPIRIT!

assalam & whadduuuuuuuupp!!

can't believe the break is almost over.

whoaaaaaa~

kinda excited to enter the new semester!

woohoo!

gonna stay outside campus with amy..

new semester, new spirit!!

got my schedule ready..

i made xtra less pack..

i'm free on wed! after 10!

oh! and i just started learning crochet yesterday!

it was fuckingly fun!

so my first experiment, i made a crochet heart.

tadaaa!!

i'm working on a beanie hat rite now.

can't wait when it's done!

adios muchacho!

^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR LAUTNER AND ME!

assalam and whaddup peeeeeeeeepsss!!

happy birthday to me!!

and taylor lautner!!

we both turn 20 this year!!

soooooo

no mega celebration..

dont really feel like it..

i mean i dont know..

i just wanan do something fun!

with ma friends..

i'm not really a good planner 

so i didnt really plan anything with my friends in bintulu.. =='

so thanks for everyone for the wishes!

oh! something to share..

my brother wrote this poem at 2 am

for me..

yess.. he wrote it himself..

what?

NO i didnt cry!! pfttt!

whatever~

so here goes:

MY LITTLE BIG SISTER...

SHE'S SHORT AND OLD,

SHE'S MY SISTER,

SHE'S WEIRD AND QUIRKY,

YEP, THAT'S HER,

SOMETIMES SHE'S COLD,

IT DOESN'T MATTER,

BECAUSE SHE'S THERE FOR ME,

MY LITTLE BIG SISTER...

I ALWAYS TEASED HER,

SINCE WE WERE YOUNGER,

AND I STILL ANNOY HER,

TO THIS VERY DAY,

I'M JUST HER BROTHER,

AND THAT'S HOW I TELL HER,

THAT I ALWAYS MISSED HER,

WHEN SHE GOES AWAY...

ALTHOUGH AT TIMES WE FOUGHT WITH EACH OTHER,

AND WE DON'T EVEN LOOK LIKE BROTHER AND SISTER,

WE'VE COME TO REALISE WHEN WE GOT OLDER,

WE NEEDED ONE AS MUCH AS THE OTHER,

AND WE STARTED TO LOOK OUT FOR ONE ANOTHER,

SO DON'T EVEN DARE TO MESS WITH MY SISTER...

I'VE SAID ALL I WANTED TO SAY,

NOW I JUST WANT TO TELL HER,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY,

MY LITTLE BIG SISTER...

SINCERELY,

YOUR BIG LITTLE BROTHER...

P/S

SORRY IF IT WAS TOO MUSHY FOR YOU BUT THAT'S JUST HOW I AM.... =,=" ANYWAYS, I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT TO SAY ALL DAY... BUT IT SEEMS LIKE AS ALWAYS FOR ME, ILHAM TIBA DI MALAM HARI, SO IT KEPT ME UP UNTIL THIS LATE HOUR JUST SO THAT I COULD MAKE YOU THIS POEM....

**mun ko jd aku, x ko nk mlileh aek mata maca tok??

P/S: i think iza's mad at me. i forgot her birthday on jan 21st. it was an honest mistake though. i even said sorry. but i think she's still mad. but she wished me anyway.. hmmmm..

say no to surgery... gulp*

assalam and whadduuuuuuuup!!

so just now i had this conversation with mama regarding my ganglion cyst.

she told me that SELVI (some nurse at her workplace) 

asked me to get a referral letter from dr roslan.

so i could remove the cyst as soon as possible.

i'll prolly be going to see dr roslan tomorrow.

damn i just hate d idea of surgery.

even a minor one.

it IS still a SURGERY.

=,,=

JUST A THOUGHT - NAMES

i was just wondering..

youth nowadays were given pretty nice names by their folks..

or should i say 'too modern' names..

for example:

QAIREEN ERYNA

or

QAID SYAHMI

imagine when we have kids of our own,

and some random people ask them their parents name

'cos that's what adults like to ask kids,

and they mention our names

and when they did, it's sound so modern.

and in some way doesn't sound like parents' material names.

sound so.... modern.

i mean yeah we live in a modern world,

but..

well i think i prolly think too much..

just a thought btw.

^^